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Beginning TMS soon

I'm beginning Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS) soon. I'm excited but also very skeptical, I have to give it a chance though. Medication doesn't work, been on several SSRIs. I'm tired of OCD and the constant thinking 😞

Too Late for First Love

There are certain things people assume will happen on their own. That one day someone will take your hand. That your first kiss will come naturally. That sooner or later you will know what it feels like to be desired. That love will arrive with the same inevitability as your first gray hairs or... read more

The disconnect between Anxious and Avoidant

I occasionally see shade thrown at people who have avoidant tendencies, usually by those who have anxious attachment tendencies. So allow me to put some words to it in hopes of promoting more understanding. Avoidant attachment doesn’t mean someone is bad at relationships or doesn’t want them, it... read more

Falling asleep near someone

It’s the horror movie survivor here again. I have had a very difficult time sleeping for most of my life. You’re totally vulnerable when you’re asleep. Your brain is doing maintenance, your body is chemically paralyzed to prevent injury, you’re not even aware of your own mind for most of that... read more

I had a deep conversation with a man about having children. He asked for my honest opinion, and I answered openly. He kept asking questions, and I explained my thoughts in detail...

I explained to him that I believe people should only have children when they are truly ready in every aspect physically, mentally, financially, emotionally, and environmentally. Physical readiness, to me, is not just about being healthy, but also about considering serious inherited diseases or... read more

I need friends

A silent room, a quiet mind, No echo answers, none to find. My words, like dust, just drift away, Unheard throughout the passing day. A simple smile, a gentle hand, Someone to help me understand. A shared laugh light, a knowing gaze, To brighten up these lonely days. This hollow ache, a constant... read more