Can't seem to find someone

I can't seem to find someone but it's probably because I don't connect i feel like a outsider love is hard to comprehend it's not hard to love but it's hard find and show the parts of me that shine deep inside poetry is where I can speak the truth ain't afraid when I'm writing down the lines but I'm lost inside the mind that doesn't try to find the pieces That lost there sound voices that echoes threw the walls of the truth places seen go or leave are hard to see memories thoughts and feelings that disappear when I fear the worst