Meech

Posted Tuesday, September 13, 2022

1y

INTP

Virgo

7

8

Ive Decided to Stop Being a Good Guy

Its been 30 years and I've tried my hardest to be good. Giving people my last when im struggling, caring about what people say, helping people in need, trying to treat everyone with respect and decency, and never using people. But when its my turn I just get stomped on, abused, and taken for everything im worth with no remorse. When I feel terrible, no one is there to comfort me. When I have nothing, no one stops to help. When I just want a hug or some care the world acts like I dont even exist. I try to be considerate to people, but people never think about what its like to be in my shoes. Im done. From now on, when I want something ill take it. If that is going to hurt a fellow human, too bad. Im tired of having nothing, being nothing, and suffering for other peoples sake, when they are none the wiser. That being said, if I AM suffering for someone, I damn sure are going to expect something out of it. If I can manipulate someone for personal gain, then its their fault for being stupid. If no one will ever like me, then I just have to force the world to bend to my whims without my pathetic sense of morality. Ive outgrown the need to be good. Its time I stopped turning the other cheek, whoever said that is a liar and a fool. The weak get stepped on, period. Time to stop being weak.