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Posted Tuesday, September 20, 2022
1y
ENFJ
Aries
Confession
120 days sober today, until today I had no doubt I was going to make it, now Im not sure I'll make it the rest of the week.
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That's the tough thing about sobriety - of any kind. Drugs, alcohol, food, tobacco, destructive habits. I used to think the beginning was the hard part. Get past that and a switch turns off, you've been through the worst of it and you're good from here on out. I used to look at others who were clean from something for a long time the same way. That's not how it works. Every. Day. is the hard part. It will be hard for the rest of your life. I've found that people who have managed to stay the course the longest are those who are doing it for someone other than just themselves. You're probably the worst one to rely on because when it's in the heat of the moment you're the one that wants whatever it is. So if you only listen to yourself you'll do whatever it is. If you want to be there for someone else that will help in your moments of struggle. I had a particularly sad overdose case of a young father to a little girl when I was an emt. He had been clean for so long and relapsed once. One time was all it took. It still makes me cry to this day and it's going on 7 years ago now. Idk what my point is really. But know that I truly can empathize as I've been affected by addictions from all angles. Being addicted, having friends and family addicted, being there professionally when someone bites the dust. I truly hope you succeed. If not for yourself, for someone else.
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