I Love My Best Friend So Much 💜

I don't think I've ever felt so loved, supported, and safe with someone before, every day I get off work and I can't wait to get my tired overworked butt home so I can hop on world of Warcraft or avakin life with my best friend in the whole wide world. I used to dream of having a friendship like frodo and samwise, ( obviously I'm a huge lotr nerd ) and part of me felt like maybe these kinds of friendships just did not really exist outside of my own fantasy. But me and my best friend have already been there for each other through stuff I used to be so nervous to talk to anyone about. And whether it's me or it's her struggling, we know we can both count on experiencing understanding and empathy. Crazy things can happen at work that make me have a panic attack. But it all just melts away after we talk and then jump around laughing like idiots over discord in the virtual world of Warcraft running from murlocks in Elwyn forest because my ADHD is thinking about turning in a quest and my bestie is behind me doing damage control so we don't die. LOL. I thought life would need to be a certain way for me to be happy. Turns out it doesn't have to be free of horror, it just has to have some carefree moments, someone I fully trust, and a path for me to be one hundred percent financially dependent on myself so that I actually have the power to keep myself as safe as possible from harm. As a Hispanic woman in current America, that's not going to be totally safe. But, I'm no stranger to living with a certain level of danger in life every time I walk out my door or walk into my home. And right now? None of the danger really matters. Because I DO currently have a safe home. I have a best friend who is a safe space for anything in feeling, and my job gives me the ability to provide for myself even if that means I'm barely making ends meet. It's still better than any life I've had so far and I feel a sense of peace in my soul, and I know my goddess Hecate is always with me and always doing everything in her power to help me transform my own life. Thanks for listening 💜 Your usually friendly neighborhood bruja ❤️