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I'm honestly not sure why some people are just so f****** weird and concerned themselves with things that are don't matter but apparently I'm the weird one I just found out that my autism was masking low thyroid probably 30 years I'll be 35 this year Don't my friend is sitting next to me when I get the news they're telling me that my autism you know probably match my low thyroids and due to the amount of time it took before I leave and discovered that I had a low thyroid there's a decent possibility on my develop thyroid cancer and I was like oh okay they're like so we're going to go ahead and give you a medication and try to see if we can counteract this I'm like all right I'll pick it up when I go to class My classes until Monday my friend looked at me like I was stupid like he's never seen me do stuff like this before completely unfazed I got hit by a car at 30 mph causing my e-scooter to spin out of control where I ripped my ACL permanently damaged the soft tissue and nerves in my right arm around the elbow and forearm and got permanent trigger hand in my right hand cuz I used my right arm as a springboard when I was throwing myself in a controlled slide could have died unfazed Same dude took me into a ER once cuz somebody stabbed me again I was unfazed I got stabbed somebody tried to got me like a fish because I refuse to give them my phone did they get my phone and no they did not they keep the did they get to keep their knife no they did not that now I stayed in my gut until I got to the hospital but then again I wasn't too concerned it was like a quarter of an inch and nowhere near any of my vitals but apparently being calm and relaxed and not freaking out was the wrong reaction My friend's been friends with me since we were kids this guy should know by now not much faces me I'm not wasting my time over something that's going to happen no matter what I do I'm only going to die once so I'm not wasting my time and energy on something that can't be prevented But according to him my response to all of this is not normal Will never understand people and why they let their emotions control them