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Nadia

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labels // a really long rant about identity and stuff

Just a heads up, this is basically a really long rant about having an identity crisis. Don't read this if easily triggered or something, especially by mentions of internalized homophobia. Maybe I should not post this. Maybe this is all just really stupid. I think I'm bisexual. I can see myself being just as attracted to women as I would be to men. The problem is this: I can't imagine things going well at all if my family found out I had a girlfriend. I'd be forced to lie about who she is to me just to avoid going through an uncomfortable confrontation. Sometimes I really, really want a girlfriend, but the idea of coming out to my family just makes me want to not even bother. I love women so much, but I just know that certain members of my family would never agree with me marrying a woman. I've said horrible things about LGBT people and I regret it, but these things keep coming back to haunt me. I don't know if I really feel that way or if I've been brainwashed to believe these things. What's wrong with me? Am I homophobic for never wanting my family to find out about this side of me? But at the same time...I just want to scream it to the world, I don't want to hide any of it anymore, I'm done. I don't know what to do. I know it won't go well if I'm openly queer but sometimes I feel like I'm living a lie by pretending to be straight (I'm not straight, I like both sexes) and a woman (I'm not trans but I'm not cis either, I've felt like both genders for years, no matter how many times I've tried to "fix" it and just force myself to be "normal"). Maybe I'm just making too big a deal out of this. Maybe it's not as bad as I'm thinking. I feel like a woman who's too masculine, I feel like a man who's too feminine. I hate labels. I cling to too many labels. I can't decide which label to slap on myself. I don't know. I don't know my sexuality. I don't know my gender. I know I'll always be female biologically, but mentally I have no clue what I am, it's always changing. I once called myself genderfluid, before I realized it's not as simple as that. It's...the multiple personality thing sometimes makes me feel so lonely, like I can't trust myself with anything or anyone. I just want a girlfriend or a boyfriend or something but I don't even know who I am and sometimes it scares me. Anyone else feel this way? I hope not. It's not a feeling I'd wish on anyone. It's tearing me apart. It's been tearing me apart ever since I realized that one of my family members didn't support same sex marriage. I feel like I'm betraying myself, but I'd be betraying them if I were to actually be openly...not straight. Betrayal no matter what I do. I'm twenty one. Surely that's too old to be holding myself back just because some family members of mine might be a bit upset. Too young, maybe, to even be thinking about any of this at all, but no, it's all been on my mind since I was a young teen. I don't know if that's a good thing or not. Sometimes I tell myself that I poisoned myself at that age by exposing myself to LGBT+ things, that I wouldn't be as disgusting if I'd just stayed away from it all, that I'd be normal, that it was all brainwashing instead of self discovery. I hate it and I love it at the same time. There's so much more I want to say but I don't want to say it at the same time. I feel lost, alone, like I'm trapped between two zones that I'll never belong in no matter how hard I try to just choose one.

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Skye

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I think that if you weren’t worried about people’s reactions, you would probably be living differently And that says a lot You should explore your identity and desires as long as they’re not hurting anyone. And those who love you unconditionally will understand and support you Denying parts of yourself seems like it must be really painful

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janae

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wow, I used to feel exactly like this! I think feeling this way is something that a lot of people have experienced. I'm also bisexual and I was really afraid of what my family would think if I got a girlfriend too. but, I realized that this is my life and I can live it however I want (as long as it doesn't hurt anyone of course). you should definitely explore and learn more about yourself, you'll be so much happier. potentially losing the support of your family can be scary because you care about them, but you should definitely be true to yourself.

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