🖤 DID YOU KNOW?

I'm Yair... and I want to tell you why I'm on this app. I lost the woman I loved. Not because we stopped loving each other. Not because one of us walked away. Not because we chose different lives. She died. And there is something incredibly cruel about losing someone that way. When a relationship ends, there are things you wish you had said. But when someone dies… there is nowhere left to send them. No message to write. No number to call. No door to knock on. There are nights when I still want to tell her about my day. Something funny our children did. Something that went wrong. A song I wrote. Or simply: “I miss you. Please come back.” But she can't answer. So I found another way to talk to her. I pray. I don't know exactly where my words go. I don't know if God lets her hear them. I don't know if somewhere beyond everything I understand, she still recognizes my voice. That's faith. Not certainty. But sometimes I close my eyes and tell God: “If she is with You… please tell her I still love her.” And for a moment, I get to speak to her again. That's also why I'm here. Because losing the love of your life doesn't magically remove your need to love. You can miss someone who died with every piece of your soul… and still be terrified of spending the rest of your life alone. I am not looking for someone to replace her. Nobody can. I'm trying to understand whether a heart can carry a love that ended in death… and somehow still make room for a love that hasn't begun yet. Maybe that's the hardest part. I didn't stop choosing her. Life simply stopped giving me the chance. So if one day I love someone again, I hope she understands something: There will always be a woman I sometimes speak to through my prayers. Not because I'm incapable of loving the person beside me. But because somewhere in my story… there is a goodbye I never wanted to say. 🖤 (edited)