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Posted Sunday, August 14, 2022
1y
INTP
Gemini
2 AM thoughts
The mind gets mean when sleep is elusive. Mental barriers that once kept certain thoughts out aren't as effective. Dark corners in my conscience where I stash things I'm trying to avoid are suddenly lit up like the sun. I recently started a journey of self-empowerment and self-love. In order to get to the love, however, I'm finding I have to address a lot of really difficult topics. Like, the fact that I don't love myself and I've always struggled to do so. So, to address the hate, I have to trace to where it began which means dredging up absolute graveyards of memories I had wanted to forget. Feeling broken is devastating and is something I'm desperately trying to separate from. But, as with everything worth achieving, it's incredibly difficult. I'm just exhausted. Thank you for listening to my Ted Talk, lol. Kind words are appreciated.
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I've been down this road... It's difficult indeed. I find the deeper I dig, that what really holds me back is not what I don't understand, but what I cannot come to terms with. I began to accept that I had to change certain things about myself that I wanted to ignore, and the pain is what will drive you to that if you're anything like me. I'm still working on myself, and I'll be doing so until I take my last breath. But it all started for me when I told myself the same thing you did, so keep it up, you'll find out one day it's easier than you think to love yourself, you just have to figure out how, and as you've probably already figured out, it isn't something somebody can simply explain to you.
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1y
ENTJ
Gemini
When I feel chained by past decisions, I have a thought experiment which helps me. I ask myself "I was on vacation and could do nothing there, and just got back. What steps do I have to take now to get to X?" 🏖 It helps me to not dwell on what I should have done, and rather gives me focus on the present. 🌌 I hope it helps! ✨️ Also, my theory is that evening thoughts come together with the lack of distraction. I would recommend going out for walks, to confront those thoughts whilst they do not stand in slumber's way. 🚶♀️🧠
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1y
INFP
Gemini
Yeah, I understand this! I've never thought to trace it back - or maybe I've just been avoiding it. Just this morning though, I had a dream, and everything became clear. I got all the answers. Now I can begin the journey, I just have to find the start of the path. You'll get there, you've got the motivation and you seem to understand what you need to do. I guess you have to see it as an adventure rather than a struggle. Take small steps. Good luck to you! 😊
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INFJ
Virgo
Your not alone on this front believe me. It seems to me the more time spent absorbing all this content that we have at our fingertips with the flick of a finger, I find, both helps and sometimes hinders. I find myself getting sucked into worrying about crazy topics that, had I not indulged my attention to, probably would have not even crossed my mind. And yet I am so addicted now to the feeling of needing to have the answers to everything like RIGHT NOW. I think it's best to keep this in mind before I get myself worked up thinking about all these super complex societal and sociological issues to an unnecessary extent. It's tough tho. If it ever up and need a chat hit me up if you like. I pride myself on knowing a little about a lot of things ... sometimes a lot about a lot of things too ;).
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