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Drogan

13 days ago

ISFP
Leo

2w1

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I don't know anymore...

I could use some help. I am 42 years old today, a combat veteran, been alone most of my life. Sure, I have family, but I cant talk to them... I never really could relate to others, never felt I belonged... so I really have no friends. I am tire. I have little energy/motivation to continue. I either fill my days sleeping or working. The little bit of time I do socialize with people is draining. I really could use a friend, someone who can relate, someone who I can reach out to when I am staring down the rabbit hole, and most importantly, someone who cares enough to be a friend, to check up on me.

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Hamza

13 days ago

ENFJ
Gemini

We can be friends Man!

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Drogan

13 days ago

ISFP
Leo

2w1

2

1

I am sorry, I must seem like an attention seeker. I been really struggling these past few days, avoiding people... wishing I would fall asleep and never wake up. My mind continuously tears me down when I am awake. I feel like a hideous beast, like a horrible person who does not deserved to be loved. I hate myself. I hate my life.

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Hamza

13 days ago

ENFJ
Gemini

Learn to yourself Man!

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Hamza

13 days ago

ENFJ
Gemini

You are enough. You are lovable.

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Alex

13 days ago

INTJ
Virgo

5w4

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I know how you feel man. Though im not a vet, I went through hell growing up. I kept pushing through thinking things would get better when I was older and they did a little bit, but not nearly what i needed. I'll tell you what changed my life though man, step into church and seek god. My life was turned upside down and i'd never go back. Some days still get rough, but I've never felt more relieved to just give it all to him. He'll take care of ya, just give him a chance. Prays for ya mate.

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Drogan

13 days ago

ISFP
Leo

2w1

2

1

I wish it was that easy. I havent found a reason for several years to love myself. At this point, I am not even sure if I know what that means anymore.

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Hamza

13 days ago

ENFJ
Gemini

Tell me what is in your mind?

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Drogan

13 days ago

ISFP
Leo

2w1

2

1

Just so much... Today is my birthday, I was hoping to spend it with a friend on a friend date going to the beach (kid friendly). That seems all I am worth is to be seen as a friend/brother... or in her case, she calls me her cousin (no relations). I have several relationships like this that has evolved to the close boy-friend status after 10+ years. The fact she blew me off, let alone shows no interest in a continued friendship makes me wonder if I been fooling myself about everyone I know.... hense the life long friend zone I seem to be well aquanted to. when I talk to my sister, all I get from her is... well you are weird.

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Hamza

13 days ago

ENFJ
Gemini

Don't do that please. Learn to Love yourself first Do things which makes you feel good. Spend time with like minded peoples.

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