Midnight Carousel (full album)

I wrote all these songs in one night... imagine a carnival theme. Wrote them in the style of dance Gavin dance 01 only with my eyes closed (melodic) ___________________________ (clean) only with my eyes closed can I stand your sight a bitter taste, a secret place (unclean) a total waste, suffocate, embrace a hug so tight you lose your breath and all that's left is eyes closed 🎵 only with eyes closed (clean) eyes closed, chest open to the ghosts we've made eyes closed, we awaken in this endless, sleepless shape 02 broken hearts remember (melodic) ___________________________ broken hearts remember the shadows, the etching the curses, the blessings (unclean) they remember when veins become scars and memories turn into stars bright, in the night they disappear in the day just like we forget but when, it's dark broken hearts remember the shadows, the etching the curses, the blessings (unclean) and I'm still haunted, hunted, unwanted 03 mr. midnight (melodic) _______________ (clean) mr. Midnight calls my name in the shadows, we're the same alone, awake, forever lost in this endless, sleepless cost (unclean) they say you're not alone but they don't know don't speak don't think they don't know what it's like this is what I want silence, pryless I don't want to see any, any friends or family (clean) mr midnight calls my name and I finally feel at home alone 04 midnight carousel (dark) what's the carnival piano called ? calliope _____________________ (unclean) shadows dance and love turns cold you have a selfish beauty, always withhold but the nightmare is to share Welcome to the show, beyond compare (clean) let's go for a ride on the midnight carousel, carousel it's where they all dwell all the people that left you behind you've made up your mind you don't need them now. (bridge) (clean or unclean?) Midnight Carousel, spinning round Echoes of memories, lost and found Fading smiles, forgotten here The ride never ends, through all the years 05 Ghost town lullaby (melodic? country?) _____________________ in the ghost town of my heart Where i went to die from the start A song of shadows plays Singing me to sleep, an end to days (unclean) dirt roads and beaten shacks I hacked and hacked and hacked but I can't I can't I can't take anything back take anything back coffins hang from dead trees Swinging gently, in the breeze Empty graves, with names worn away Waiting for me, to join the gray (unclean) shovel and shovel and shovel and bury and bury and bury how deep can I go? can I forget what I know? 06 lost in the haze (heavier) __________________ lost in the haze, I find my pain A familiar friend, a heart in vain Fading light, a dying flame Drowning me, in this endless game consume, consume, consume exhume, exhume, exhume this is my doom alone in room it's 5am but I think it's 5pm why can't I get more booze? my livers dead my heart too i lost that spark I lost you 07 taxidermy wormy (heavy) ___________________ stuff my dream with your cream A rabbit's smile, a fox's stare I'm dead I ain't going nowhere let that earworm inside of me don't really care if I bleed got that song stuck in my head ain't going nowhere cause I'm dead 🎵 now I'm the rabbit, you're the fox forever trapped, in this toxic box my stuffing's coming undone because of you, I'm no fun 08 swallow fly (heaviest) ______________ armies and harmies take their wings all off till their hopes fall off and their hairs fall off till their fourty and bald and all they can do is crawl like an old man baby with a lot of maybe's and a mid life crisis with all of their wife-ses a book trilogy of regrets and not much left. their glory days are just a blur of beer guts, balding fur and songs that they used to know now just a distant echo, of a life that's a no a life that's a no a cross breed of a fly and a swallow returning to San Juan Capistrano to make a nest of larvae that's hollow then go to a show for a band you don't even know just so you can be around the young and beautiful 09 bury me in this dress (dark?) _______________________ bury me in this dress, it's my skin now A funeral for the person I was before Lace and leather, my new name A rebirth in black, never the same just bury me, bury me I want to feel the dirt on my skin I want to show what I feel within I want to taste the dirt the earth I want a beautiful rebirth I want to cook with mud and clay like when I was a kid and played I want to taste the dirt the earth and bake above a bonfire I made I want to cook with mud and clay as my body burns on the bonfire I made 10 the end of the ride (dark?) _____________________ the music ends, the ride is still Echoes of joy, now a haunting chill The carnival leaves, the lights go dim I'm left here, in this empty whim what is left when we take down the tent the same thing from the start nothing, nothing I couldn't ask for more a broken glass, a used up whore this is exactly what I want the nothingness tears me apart I speak to no one, I dream of no one I choose to be alone I ride this ride alone.