To the girl who walks her cat by my window

This is my story, please don't copy and paste this. This is MY story. I was blinded, blinded by the words you said, blinded by the promise of forever. The pdsd hits hard, but I followed faithfully, I believed in every word. I didn't think that you would lie. I look back and thought you guys wanted better outta this life. But every single one of you didn't do better. You guys still struggle with money, housing, relationships. I thought you would of changed and achieve your goals but no one did. They got pregnant, they got beat up, they were late on rent and got kicked out, they missed work, their kids got taken away. I grew tho, even when it was hard losing you, I still stayed on the tracks and got the house I wanted for us, I got the retirement, I got that promotion I was talking about, I took those trips, I built up my money. I did all of that without the ones I loved around. How come you guys didn't achieve your goals? Why did you put all this blame on me? I don't think I was holding you back, you held yourself back and blamed others for it. No one is coming to save you and I can see all that you guys have become. It's really sad. I really thought that you guys would have made something outta your life's. But anyways I'm going to go swimming in my pool then go fishing and cook some BBQ. Yall have a blessed day and go out and achieve something outta this life. That was my story, thanks for reading.