Is it too late

exams genuinely make me wanna kms

stress from everywhere. my therapists and doctors that are on my ass cuz i dont wanna go to their sessions, my family being on my ass,my job that i wanna go to but i mentally can’t, my messed up brain telling me to be impulsive, the fact that i cant sleep, and then theres academic stress. UGHHHHH... read more

I don't complain when people just disappear suddenly but why do they complain when I don't looking for them 😅😅 I don't play games and I don't chase people 💡 Reap what you sow 🦉

How do you get over someone.

It's been over a year since my ex broke up with me and we were together for 8 years and 5 years before we broke up I moved not super far away only two hours away and it became long distance and over those years he slowly fell out of love with me less and less and I tried to pick up the entire... read more

Peaceful but empty...

I have no eyes on anyone, I have no desire to make connection. Feel peaceful, there is no fear to be abandoned, there is no fear if I ask too much, there is no fear to be left behind, there is no fear to be used, there is no fear to only wasting time.. But deep down I want to be with someone... (edited) read more

Worklife

Being a workaholic is killing my social life, I feel myself slowly fading away, I wake up 2 am to get ready to my job and only come back in the afternoon/night, I have exactly 8 hours free which are the ones I use for sleeping, and I rarely have weekends off (usually once every two months), I... read more

It is ...

Thought about my ex and got injured

I went to a flee market and had fun buying things with my family but after I got home and relaxed and after iwatched a show my ex popped into my head and made me sad and I didn't want to be sad so I went for a bike ride. I made it to town safe and listened to music but on the way back I changed a... read more

Dumbest statement I ever read, "I don't write comments because I'm not a child... "

I think it's easier to move on from someone when you know she/ he wanted someone else..

So when i broke up because of the the circumstances and incapabilities it so hard for me ... (edited)

Feeling is never something exact.. You can love others until death and they feel nothing and it's never their fault for not loving you.

😑🩺

So I go to this new GP, thinking it was the person I saw walk in the medical centre I saw before and I searched his profile on their website and thought he would be a good doctor I turned up to the appointment and I saw him and was like that's not the guy I wanted to see and deep down I could sense... read more

Aniversário

Pouco se fala da experiência de solidão que é crescer lgbtq, alternativo e neurodivergente. Se acostumar com ser excluída e zoada pelos próximos, e passar a se isolar e deixar de tentar engajar com os demais, até porque mesmo quando você tenta, não existe espaço para você, você não entende como a... read more

If you in love with my smile ...then just keep me smiling 😊😊 . As simple as that ...yet so hard to apply 😅

😩😏😑

I was already planning to go see a new GP ,was in the right mindset despite my continuing doubts of actually being helped got all the relevant data and evidence prepared then fate decides to make me sick . Not happy Jan as it takes alot to get me in that frame of mind.

Real

Facts

Dear ex.

I never wanted to write this. Cause I didn't think I needed to. My question is...why. did you love me? Why. I did. I loved you with everything in my heart and soul. Yet you hurt and broke me over and over. I should have known. You were poison. From the moment I told you I was depressed and you... (edited) read more

When they said you deserve better but they don't even try to be better... (edited)

Let me just dissappear

Am I just too tired or am I really changed?? I don't interest in problematic people anymore. I don't feel like helping like I used to do before, I just prefer to avoid now. Am I evil now ? 🥹 (edited)

Never make people feel special if you meant it only for temporary 💡

People justifying their red flags

Why are people so allergic to acknowledging mistakes? Everything needs to be justified on traumas, adhd, autism, bpd and so on so forth mental disorders. Darling not everything comes from a disorder or personality trauma/coping, sometimes u are just greed, envious, jealous, and imperfect, stop... read more

Why?

Why is it so hard to met local, platonic friends! Why is making friends as an adult so hard? I just want a friend to hang out with and vent too, someone who understands what I'm going through, I'll listen to you too!

Everyone is there for the laughters but who will stay when needed to wipe your tears ??

When they don't get what they want from you, that's when their true colour appear. . Pay attention 🙌

Dating be like:

Me: Aw, everything is going cute, he is being so sweet, I really hope it works out. The guy: Says something stupid like "I am looking for a combination" or in general shows red flags. Me tweaking out after a 100th dating fail:

I don't act hard..

But somehow I just realised I'm still full of scars, wounds and traumas. Slightly wrong move still make me bleeding, little force just make me run away, your judge about my past just make me shut myself down. So, just please be easy on me. Lemme take my time to heal, don't force anything, I... read more

Someone told me everything bad about his ex even when I tried to calm his down. But then they are back together 😂😂😂 Now, I wonder.. what would he told about me to others?

Dear soulmate

I feel this pain in my chest I just want to be loved I really don't want to beg but sometimes I feel very sad like I want to cry I need you I think it's moments like this where I feel like I need you I hope to do everything right I hope we meet because I need you I know everyone wants to be loved I... read more

I know I'm different and difficult for some people, so just ignore me , let's live side by side in peace 🍃

I won't be anyone else only to impress people or to be accepted. Once I lost myself for other and I never want that anymore. I wasn't born like this but I am shaped by my experience and people who crossed my path. So, judge me as you want, I won't blame you and be bothered either ✌️ (edited)

I'm done.

Waiting and hoping for someone or my true love I think that's a girl's fantasy. I internally have always wanted kids specifically triplets but I don't think I want that anymore. Personally I wanted my whole entire life with him and he hurt me so badly. Kid They throw tantrums like nothing else... (edited) read more

I'm emotional person, everything goes to my heart before goes to my head...🥹 . But you need to win my head first to get my get access to my heart 😂😂 (edited)

Irony is .. Someone keep encouraging me to open up...bla...bla....and in the end he is my reason to even lock my door with 7 layers locks 😂😂😂 (edited)

Curse you, pollen!

I don't like make other sad because of my sadness.. 💎 (edited)