My type

I want a gentleman who doesn't yell when we're alone Who doesn't make me stay up crying regretting that I picked up my phone Who makes me feel like I am home,who sings in the car Who says you know what I'm leaving I miss my wife when his friends stay drinking at a bar I want a funny man who doesn't treat my feelings like a joke Who doesn't swear that his sorry while I'm staring at the glass bottle that he just broke Who eases my nervous system ,Who makes me feel calm Who hands me the world with a gentle kiss on the top of my palm Who loves loving, who loves me Who doesn't save it for later or for who I could someday theoretically be I wanna believe it works out ,with a man who when he make me genuinely believe and forget that I ever thought heaven could only ever be a place Who loves so gently but so loudly shown, who takes the time to get to learn me because I am worthy of already being known Gentle, calm, patient ,kind ,protective ,understanding Qualities come to mind because he will be beautiful but I need him to be strong because my shoulders hurt from carrying every single thing I’ve been through And maybe it isn't the weight that needs to be shared ,but he allows me to put it down rest until I amhealed enough to show him the bruises no body would ever guessed🙃