Univerzumi

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work

a kind woman and her teenage daughter came to our cafe, and after they ate they wanted to tip but IDK WHY i refused it. The embarrassing part is that i was like, looking like a threat bcz i kept repeating “No ill come back with your change!!!!” omfgggg i cant imagine what they were thinking WHYWHWYWHWYW i hope i never see them again for their sake.

trying to forget painful embarrassing moments at work is so hard

ljubazna žena i njena tinejdžerka došle su u naš kafić, a nakon što su jele, želele su da ostave napojnicu, ali ne znam zašto sam to odbila. Sramotni deo je što sam izgledala kao pretnja jer sam stalno ponavljala “Ne, vratiću se s vašim kusur!!!” omfgggg ne mogu ni da zamislim šta su mislile ZAŠTOZAŠTOZAŠTO nadam se da ih nikada više neću videti zbog njihovog dobra.

pokušavanje da zaboravim bolne sramotne trenutke na poslu je tako teško

For all those who regularly wish their workplace would burn to the ground. Don’t give up hope, mine nearly did- not enough to keep me from having work. But enough to keep dreaming and hoping. Don’t lose faith!!

Dreams do come true sometimes

Za sve one koji redovno žele da njihovo radno mesto izgori do temelja. Ne gubite nadu, moje je skoro izgorelo - ne dovoljno da me spreči da radim. Ali dovoljno da nastavim da sanjam i nadam se. Ne gubite veru!!

Snovi se ponekad ostvaruju

To early

Moram voljeti dolazak na posao u 5 ujutro

Previše rano

*Long Deep Sigh*

"Well. Back to the Hell-Hole."

*Dug Dubok Uzdisaj*

"Pa. Ponovo u Pakleni Rupa."

Good morning

Dobro jutro

hii.. i'm working as a floral designer.. so do wht your love

hej.. radim kao cvjećar.. pa radi ono što voliš

2 days and next week will be in the same room with the same exam participants too🫠

🤓🤓🤓

Za 2 dana i sljedeće sedmice ću biti u istoj sobi sa istim učesnicima ispita također🫠

Used to be a semi truck

Nekada je bio kamion

Currently doing my internship and i don't think i can stand 9-5.... How am i supposed to tell them that i can only function properly once the sun set :)

Night thought

Trenutno radim praksu i mislim da ne mogu izdržati od 9 do 5.... Kako da im kažem da mogu normalno funkcionisati samo kada sunce zađe :)

Noćna misao

Home office

Kućna kancelarija

Are you ready? Yes i am ready for work😌😆🤗✨🌻

Jesi li spreman? Da, spreman sam za rad😌😆🤗✨🌻

Work mood

Radna atmosfera

Get ready but not ready yet 🤣✨🌻🤗🙏💖😘😍yes belly of chubby on me😮‍💨😆🤷

Pripremi se, ali još nisi spreman 🤣✨🌻🤗🙏💖😘😍da, stomak mi je pun 😮‍💨😆🤷

Another day of clocking in at work.. 😌

Work.. work.. work.. 😌

Rad.. rad.. rad.. 😌

After five years of working in that pit, the toxicity of assuming I had friendships, how did I?

My last straw that broke me mentality was when I realized my friend Shelly for years, turned out to be the one causing all my drama at work.

Way before I ended up pregnant with the same person that my old boss literally placed on a pillow, Catherine. Now, Catherine and I did end up pregnant at the same time and I was excited to share the experience.

Until I realized Catherine was throwing me under the bus with our mutual friend Kris. Kris was young, and I thought she was kind. She showed me her true colors when I rounded the corner to find her, Catherine, Shelly and our boss Shasta talking about me. I still cant get that smirk out of my head, it was cat like...and I was their mouse. 

Shasta, she broke my heart the moment she pulled me into the office before her promotion. She started demanding I owned up talking to HR about our old boss, Clint. I kept denying it only to find out thst Shelly used me as a escape goat. 

Shasta now the manager, and Shelly the assistant. Didn't know I would be treated with lack of care. They were never my friends neither, along with Lela, and Abe. 

Abe really shocked me, I honestly thought he would have cared. He didn't, he actually joined in with them and even as a school counselor for a elementary school. I felt safe around him, and I would tell him things only to discover he told Shasta and Shelly everything. I should've known he wasn't nice wheb he stole cash rewards from our customers and handed them out to Lela and Kris. 

Who would believe me? Even if I went to HR, no one from that store would have stood up for me. Even when I thought Lela was my friend. When he would comfort me when Shasta or Catherine was mean to me. She would text Shelly while at work when Shelly was off about updates about me. I guess being paid under the table to watch Shelly's son got you in the pharmacy.

The same position I was working towards but Shasta told me I was too far along in my pregnancy to take the courses. The same pregnancy that was constantly compared to Catherine when she is 10 years younger than me. 

I struggled to get pregnant and these people that I thought cared about me nearly caused me to lose him when I was sent to the ER for being dehydrated for run ing back and forth in the summer front counter and photo. Only to know that Kris and Abe was just sitting in the stockroom talking.

Matt was my only true friend, he was ran out by Shasta due to being trans. Abe would even, as someone from the  rainbow club, join in.  Not surprised, I always felt that he wasnt one of the good soul; even though his a Sunday school teacher as well on top of being a school counselor. No, Matt was and still is good. I remember when HR was called, Shasta called my cellphone demanding I tell her who called HR. I was so scared, Matt never held it against me for not speaking my truth. I was going through the worse PPD, and Matt held me as I cried. 


How did I survive? 

I held onto that hug from Matt, even when he had to leave. Matt was my only true friend from that store. I may have had to be in the pit for years , but Matt showed me even when you are down, you don't stop.

I did, I held on tight for not only myself but for my son. My son needed me to work because we lost our benefits despite my husband losing his job. The weight came off not because of my workout plan I told my ex coworkers, but I starved.

Our foodstamps have been taken along with my son's wic and insurance. I made aure my husband and son ate while I struggled to pay my own bills. Work was cutting back on my hours due to my spinal injury from giving birth. 

(Don't get me started on the bullying and harassment Shasta and that whole team put me through over my stool. Which, it was rainbowed colored)

The way those women gossip behind my back, but I kept going. Despite the looks, the whispers, and the fake smiles. Even when I was pulled in the office with my two very "best friends" from the start  Shasta and Shelly and threw a "Mental Health" packet and in a professional way 

'We are going to fire you'

News flash, thank you Matt for helping me get enrolled into the free therapy 🥰😘

They were shocked to find out that I was already 6 weeks into my therapy. Soon, Shelly world came all crasijg down, the lies she built on me tumbled, out the door she went leaving me with Shasta and  Catherine .

Yet, I already had my foot out the door and into another job before the holidays. Your scape goat and working mule is OUT OF HERE

Spite. 

It was Spite

How did I survive?

Nakon pet godina rada u toj jami, toksičnost pretpostavljanja da imam prijateljstva, kako sam preživjela?

Moj posljednji slamka koja me slomila bila je kada sam shvatila da je moja prijateljica Shelly godinama bila ta koja je uzrokovala svu moju dramu na poslu.

Dugo prije nego što sam ostala trudna s istom osobom koju je moj stari šef doslovno stavio na jastuk, Catherine. Sada, Catherine i ja smo na kraju ostale trudne u isto vrijeme i bila sam uzbuđena da podijelim to iskustvo.

Sve dok nisam shvatila da me Catherine bacala pod autobus s našom zajedničkom prijateljicom Kris. Kris je bila mlada, i mislila sam da je ljubazna. Pokazala mi je svoje prave boje kada sam skrenula iza ugla i našla je nju, Catherine, Shelly i našu šeficu Shastu kako pričaju o meni. Još uvijek ne mogu izbaciti taj osmijeh iz glave, bio je mačji... a ja sam bila njihov miš.

Shasta, slomila mi je srce u trenutku kada me povukla u ured prije svog unapređenja. Počela je zahtijevati da priznam da sam razgovarala s HR-om o našem starom šefu, Clintu. Neprestano sam to negirala, samo da bih saznala da me Shelly koristila kao žrtvenog jarca.

Shasta sada menadžer, a Shelly asistent. Nisam znala da ću biti tretirana bez brige. Nikada nisu bile moje prijateljice, zajedno s Lelom i Abeom.

Abe me stvarno šokirao, iskreno sam mislila da će mu biti stalo. Nije, zapravo se pridružio njima, čak i kao školski savjetnik za osnovnu školu. Osjećala sam se sigurno oko njega, i govorila sam mu stvari samo da bih otkrila da je sve rekao Shasti i Shelly. Trebala sam znati da nije bio ljubazan kada je ukrao novčane nagrade od naših kupaca i podijelio ih Leli i Kris.

Tko bi mi povjerovao? Čak i da sam otišla u HR, nitko iz te prodavnice ne bi stao u moju odbranu. Čak i kada sam mislila da je Lela moja prijateljica. Kada me je tješila kada je Shasta ili Catherine bile zle prema meni. Slala bi poruke Shelly dok je bila na poslu kada je Shelly bila odsutna o novostima o meni. Pretpostavljam da je plaćanje ispod stola da pazi na Shellynog sina omogućilo ulazak u apoteku.

Ista pozicija na kojoj sam radila, ali Shasta mi je rekla da sam previše napredovala u trudnoći da bih pohađala kurseve. Ista trudnoća koja se neprestano upoređivala s Catherine kada je ona 10 godina mlađa od mene.

Borila sam se da ostanem trudna i ti ljudi za koje sam mislila da im je stalo do mene gotovo su me natjerali da ga izgubim kada su me poslali u hitnu zbog dehidracije zbog trčanja naprijed-nazad na ljetnom šalteru i fotografiji. Samo da bih saznala da su Kris i Abe samo sjedili u skladištu i razgovarali.

Matt je bio moj jedini pravi prijatelj, on je bio otjeran od Shaste zbog toga što je trans. Abe bi se čak, kao neko iz dugine zajednice, pridružio. Nije me iznenadilo, uvijek sam osjećala da nije jedna od dobrih duša; iako je također učitelj nedjeljne škole pored toga što je školski savjetnik. Ne, Matt je bio i još uvijek je dobar. Sjećam se kada je HR bio pozvan, Shasta je nazvala moj mobilni tražeći da joj kažem tko je nazvao HR. Bila sam tako uplašena, Matt nikada nije zamjerao što nisam govorila svoju istinu. Prolazila sam kroz najgoru PPD, a Matt me je držao dok sam plakala.

Kako sam preživjela?

Držala sam se tog zagrljaja od Matta, čak i kada je morao otići. Matt je bio moj jedini pravi prijatelj iz te prodavnice. Možda sam morala biti u jami godinama, ali Matt mi je pokazao da čak

Kako sam preživjela?

I want to go home but i'm still at work lol🤣😭😮‍💨 long weekend at work right? Yessss it is💯🫩✨😏😪

Želim ići kući, ali još sam na poslu lol🤣😭😮‍💨 dugi vikend na poslu, zar ne? Da, jeste💯🫩✨😏😪

After working

Nakon rada

Workout work work work

Vježbaj rad rad rad rad

Haha my hair not ready to work 🤣😘

Haha moja kosa nije spremna za posao 🤣😘

Hi!! Friday!! Weekend today lol🙂‍↕️🤣😆🌻💖✨

Hej!! Petak!! Vikend danas lol🙂‍↕️🤣😆🌻💖✨

Let's start the day 😁

Hajde da počnemo dan 😁

Work 🤪

Rad 🤪

over time

Upravljanje emailovima čak i vikendom 😬

s vremenom

Ah, this is a boring day. I have to be fully active from morning to night. This is overtime, bro. Please take me on a flight haha

Ah, ovo je dosadan dan. Moram biti potpuno aktivan od jutra do noći. Ovo je prekovremeni rad, brate. Molim te, odvedi me na let haha

For me I might be an owner, but I have to work alongside my workers too. 7 days a week. 0 day off⌚ 👍🫡

What is your day off look like? 🤔

Za mene možda mogu biti vlasnik, ali moram raditi zajedno sa svojim radnicima. 7 dana u sedmici. 0 slobodnih dana⌚ 👍🫡

Kako izgleda vaš slobodan dan? 🤔

I always wanted to work as a barista at sone point so I'm happy with this job for now

TLABAJAL

Uvijek sam želio raditi kao barista u nekom trenutku, tako da sam za sada zadovoljan ovim poslom.

Fast food, not many options in the middle of super express hours… fresh butter bread is cool 😆

Brza hrana, nema mnogo opcija usred super ekspresnih sati… svježi puter hljeb je super 😆

Just trying to make it through another work day. You've got this!!

Here's to everyone...

Samo pokušavam proći kroz još jedan radni dan. Uspjet ćeš!!

Evo za sve...

After a week long of vacation at Taiwan. I am back to my dear job 🥲🤣 Thank you Lord for my job that pays my leisure 🤣🤣 
The weather isn't good since it's typhoon season in Philippines now.
Here is a glimpse of my city - BGC, Taguig.

Back to Reality

Nakon sedmice odmora na Tajvanu. Ponovo sam na svom dragom poslu 🥲🤣 Hvala ti Gospodine na mom poslu koji plaća moje uživanje 🤣🤣 
Vrijeme nije dobro jer je sada sezona tajfuna na Filipinima.
Evo pogleda na moj grad - BGC, Taguig.

Povratak u stvarnost

Everyone always ask me what are you going to do when your kids are all grown up ( I'll be 42 )

Friend one - travel
Friend two - finally relax 
Family - go on holidays 
Family - move away 
Blah blah blah blah 

My ADHD/Autistic A$$ - I'm going to be a pirate!!

Yo-ho

Svi me uvijek pitaju šta ćeš raditi kada ti djeca odrastu (imaću 42)

Prijatelj jedan - putovati
Prijatelj dva - konačno se opustiti
Porodica - ići na odmor
Porodica - preseliti se
Blah blah blah blah

Moj ADHD/autistični A$$ - postat ću pirat!!

With glasses or without, the focus stays the same: work hard, stay confident, and keep moving forward. ✨💼

Morning work routine ☕👓

Sa naočalama ili bez, fokus ostaje isti: raditi naporno, ostati samouvjeren i nastaviti naprijed. ✨💼

Jutarnja radna rutina ☕👓

What do you do for a living?

Šta radiš za život?

Try the outfit for Friday …

Isprobajte odijelo za petak …

There are days when rest isn’t an option, but quitting never is. One day, all of this hard work will be worth it.

Tired

Postoje dani kada odmor nije opcija, ali odustajanje nikada nije. Jednog dana, sav ovaj trud će se isplatiti.

Umoran

Sometimes at work when I am at place where they have pet I can't help myself. This cutie pie was with me the whole time when I was cleaning and did the the windows ( 34 windows on the inside and 34 windows for the outside = 68 windows) took me around 5hr50min to do it all 👌

How was your day?

Life of a housecleaner

Ponekad na poslu, kada sam na mjestu gdje imaju ljubimca, ne mogu se suzdržati. Ova slatka beba je bila sa mnom cijelo vrijeme dok sam čistila i radila prozore (34 prozora unutra i 34 prozora van = 68 prozora) trebalo mi je oko 5 sati i 50 minuta da sve završim 👌

Kako je prošao tvoj dan?

Work Community

pokušavanje da zaboravim bolne sramotne trenutke na poslu je tako teško

Snovi se ponekad ostvaruju

Previše rano

Rad

Dug Dubok Uzdisaj "Pa. Ponovo u Pakleni Rupa."

Dobro jutro

Dolazak kući u ovo je luksuz 🤍🖤

🩷

Ponovo sam to uradio

Digitalni rad

Rad

Moj super teški i zasitni burger doručak prije teškog dana na poslu!

Work Community

pokušavanje da zaboravim bolne sramotne trenutke na poslu je tako teško

Snovi se ponekad ostvaruju

Previše rano

Rad

*Dug Dubok Uzdisaj* "Pa. Ponovo u Pakleni Rupa."

Dobro jutro

Dolazak kući u ovo je luksuz 🤍🖤

🩷

Ponovo sam to uradio

Digitalni rad

Rad

Moj super teški i zasitni burger doručak prije teškog dana na poslu!

Dug Dubok Uzdisaj "Pa. Ponovo u Pakleni Rupa."