Stan

2024年5月6日月曜日 投稿

1ヶ月前

INFJ

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Loneliness and Depression..

I wonder sometimes, if there's an Actual link between the 2.. like - as in one triggers off the other?? sometimes I hate voicing how I feel, because I literally sound like a broken record.. yet talking somehow slightly alleviates the overwhelming heaviness of the constant Flashbacks I have, from being triggered or remaining idle for too long.. Today, as im writing this.. I feel like I'm in a void - I can't think of any other way to describe it. I'm stuck, and I have no clue how to free myself.. because I'm not exactly that experienced in life! And it's extremely frustrating... I want to cry for hours, but my emotions won't let me.. I wish I could rewrite at least some part of my history.. because then at least I might have another chance to rewrite some parts that cause these haunting memories!! 💔💔💔