Chris

Diposting Kamis, 07 Maret 2024

1b

ENFP

Pisces

7

8

I’ll say it -

I’m exhausted. It’s like no matter how much work I do for myself(I’ve been doing shadow work, I’m back to reading my Bible, I’m feeling good) this disgusting energy just seaps in. I’ve relocated, changed habits,and created positive energy I’m trying to love myself and everyone around me and this evil just persists. Backstory: today I was told that I’m too sensitive because I told someone that they shouldn’t be calling be the f word(I’m not even sure how it came about). Idk, I just find it odd that I’ve always been chastised for being too sensitive when in reality I just don’t like being a raunchy monster because one time someone called me a bad name. Like I get it. Bad days happen. I have them a lot. I talk all day-everyday, I laugh I joke. But some days(today) it’s like the world just isn’t ready for me. I know this isn’t an individual occurrence I hear people say it all the time and then I’ll say oh it’s just dullards or ignorance. But it can’t be when it’s a majority that’s just the way it is right? Hmm 🧐 idk. All this leads to I’m happy we as humanity are beginning to stumble upon the age of consciousness. I’m worried because there’s a choice to be made. Remain human or give in to whatever the next “phase” will be (*cough cough neural link) just be safe my water bearing individuals. P.S(there’s always more.) i don’t know if it’s real but apparently im a Pisces Aquarius (cusp?) which is wicked. Like how does one get caught in a water tornado like that I’m literally just this ball of emotions waiting to explode and I don’t even know how to control it. I don’t know if it’s real. But it feels so heavy some days like ….. ATLAS … I’m not saying I feel like a banished god but I can physically see people’s pains and burdens and it brings me great strife. I’m always trying to make people feel better. Then bam I feel bad one time and I’m sensitive and need to learn how to control my emotions. Like dawg, the torment both physically and mentally has just been draining ! (I do realize I could say hurricane but water tornado sounds way more chaotic but not as devastating as tsunami or typhoon) Aight I’m done now. Lol sorry internet people. Just been soooo much on my mind lately I just needed a release. Love your neighbors. We cannot fix people we can only forgive them and pray they will find the path that is right for them 🥰🙏🏽☺️