Mouse

Geplaatst op woensdag 17 april 2024

1ma

INFP

Kreeft

I just want to be wanted

I know that one should not throw in the towel and perhaps I have jumped the gun too soon. I mean it has only been not even a month. But I also know that finding someone will take time. A whole lot of time. Probably past a life time. And will I?, who can say. All I know is that I am an odd duck, made odder by the day and I tend to drive most away either intentionally or not. I am sure I will find somewhere that I am tolerated, but that is different Than wanted. These thoughts and doubts are normal and so I express them. I still feel like poop saying... typing them out. But I feel better afterwards, and the only place and person I know who will want me is me. But enough feeling sorry for myself, I have a life to put back together because no one else will. That's okay, I am the only one who knows how Anyway. Tldr; I don't know dude