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Kutana ndi Anthu Atsopano
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Gulu la numb, kucheza, ndi zokambirana.
24 MIZIMU
ZONSE
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Kutana ndi Anthu Atsopano
MATSITSIDWE
Zolemba Zogwirizana
Pali kulemera kwa tsiku lonse. Koma pamene kumvetsetsa kwachitika, kunali kuwononga. Komabe, madzi a misozi anachotsa ululu wonsene. Kuleka kukhala ndi chisoni.
Anthu akulimbikitsa kuti mwamuna akuyenera kulila. Yankho langa ndi losavuta: inde. Mwamuna amene angalile si wopanda mphamvu. Ali ndi moyo mu maganizo. Lingaliro lakale lokuti ubwenzi limatanthauza kuletsa chisoni chilichonse lakhala likuchititsa zovuta zambiri kuposa zabwino. Lakhala…werengani zambiri

Njira yomwe ndimakumana nayo: A. Zochitika zamagulu 1. mantha a kujudged 2. kupuma mu nkhani kumva kusowa chiyembekezo 3. kumva ngati ndine wosiyana mu gulu 4. kuphwanya kapena kulankhula pamene ndili 5. kukumana ndi anthu pamene ndili ndi mphamvu zochepa zamagulu 6. mantha a kuonedwa ngati… (kusinthidwa)werengani zambiri
Zikuwoneka ngati ndakhala ndichikhalidwe kwa nthawi yayitali, osafuna kukonda munthu aliyense, nthawi zina ndimakumbukira kumva kwa nthawi ya mabulafayi, ndimakumbukira kumva kugwa mu chikondi.
Ndine chinthu chotsala, moto wochotsedwa pansi pa mvula Kuyambira kwa tsiku kumafika, koma si kuyambira kwa tsiku komwe kunali kudziwa momwe mungathetse ululu Ndikuyenda mu malingaliro omwe akukankhira, ngakhale ngati chithunzi chomwe ndinachita popanda chithunzi Ndikupita ku chinthu… (kusinthidwa)werengani zambiri

Ndikakhala ndi munthu koma ndimamva kukhala ndi chisoni Sindikhoza kutenga izi anymore Ndili awake m'mawa Koma ndichoncho ndili ndi chisoni komanso chabwino Nanga bwanji ndingamve chisoni chotere Pamene ndili naye, nkhani yeniyeni Sindikudziwa mu moyo wanga Ndimakonda kukhala ndi mantha Nyimbo… (kusinthidwa)werengani zambiri
Zinthu zomwe zinali mu mtima mwanga pamene ndinkayika izi: "ARGH KUWALA KUKUNDIPHA" "OH MULUNGU IZI ZIKUKHALA PA KHEAD YANGA YAKULU" "SINDIKUDZIWA KUSONYEZA MA LYRIC"
Kukhala kwa mtambo wofiira, chinthu chabwino chomwe palibe angachite chinyengo. M'masomphenya pamene unali, mpaka usiku unalimbikira. Chilimwe chinali chachikulu, chisiya chisankho cha maganizo. Mawanga anachoka, ndinangokhala pansi pa nyanja. Mabokosi anali opanda kanthu, ndinakhala ndi… (kusinthidwa)werengani zambiri
Pakuti kumapeto sikukhalabe kofunika? Kapena tinasanduka osalankhula ndi Kupanga Kutchuka?🤘🏼😝 Kutumiza Mwayi kwa inu nonse! 😌🙏🏻

M'njira yeniyeni kuti muchepetse malingaliro osokoneza.

Ichi chikuwonetsa mwana wanga wamkati amene ndinachitira chinsinsi ndi kuziphimba kuchokera ku dziko koma osati kwa ine, akunditsogolera Mphunzitsi Wamkulu Poyenda mu sukulu ya mzimu yochititsa chiyembekezo ndi malo oyesa omwe tingathe moyo kapena zomwe zili mu chidziwitso cha munthu. Ndinafuna… (kusinthidwa)werengani zambiri

Kuchita kusintha kwa maganizo. Nthawi zina kumva ngati palibe, kupanda mphamvu & wokha, kenako tsiku lomwelo kumva ngati sichikufuna kulankhula ndi aliyense, kukana kulankhula.

Kodi mwachita kukhululukira munthu ndi kukhala ndi mtima wosakhwima nthawi zambiri ngakhale nthawi zambiri kuti pamene akuchita zinthu zomwe zimakuvutani kachiwiri, mumangomva kuti mwatha ndipo simukukhala? Ndikuyenera kuchoka pa izi ndikusiyira kuti zisachitike kwa ine.
--- Simunagule nthawi yanu, mukuyika.

Ndikumva ngati ndili ndi chisoni 🤐

Chakudya chachikhalidwe cha Sichuan chomwe chimagwiritsa ntchito mpepete ya Sichuan, mwachitsanzo! Kwa ine, imakhala ndi taste yosiyana kwambiri ndi mpepete wamba. Ndinganene kuti mpepete mwachitsanzo umakhala ndi flavor yaying’ono ya mint, ndipo ulimi wanga umakhala wosakhalitsa pang’ono…werengani zambiri

Ndikupitilizabe kuyesa kubwezeretsa mwanga kuti ndipange. 🥲 Ndinalemba izi pakali pano pa nthawi yanga yovuta kwambiri ndipo ndinapangitsa pamene ndinazindikira kuti sindingathe kuwononga. 😅 Video inarekodiwa panthawi ya ntchito yachikhalidwe kwa ogwiritsa ntchito anga kuti nditsogozere… (kusinthidwa)werengani zambiri
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Tsiku lina, ndimazitsimikiza kwambiri. Tsiku lotsatira, ndimakhalabe ndi tulo kwa maola ndipo ndimakhala ngati ndili ndi chisoni. Ndikuwonera anthu akunditumizira mauthenga. Ambiri amatha pa tsiku loyamba kapena awiri ndipo amafuna kupita patsogolo ndi moyo wawo. Moyo ukupitilira, kodi chisoni…werengani zambiri
Ndili pano ndikupanga mapazi anga pamene ndili pa sofa. Ndikuchita chilichonse koma kungofunsa. Kufunsa za zonse. Zonse zili mu mtima mwanga. Mtima ukuyenda mwachangu. Kuyenda mwachangu ngati kukumbukira zinthu. Zinthu monga tsogolo ndi chiyambi. Chiyambi sichingachoke mpaka ndilole. Choka… (kusinthidwa)werengani zambiri
Baba anga alibe nthawi yambiri yotsala, ndimapanga kuti ndavomereza momwe zinthu zilili ndipo palibe chinthu chofunika chomwe chinasowa pakati pathu. Taonani, takhala ndi mabanja abwino kwambiri. Pakati pa nthawi imeneyi, ubale wanga naye wakhala wovuta. Ndiwopanda mowa ndipo sanakhalepo wokonzeka…werengani zambiri

Kukhalapo kwa PTSD mu ubale ndi chinthu chachikulu. Kumafika pamene simungathe kuyamba kukonda munthu popanda kutenga chitsogozo. Maganizo anu akukuuzani kuti muchepetse, chifukwa muzochitika zanu, anthu amanyenga, anthu amatsutsa, ndipo anthu akakhala ndi moyo wosiyanasiyana ndipo mtima wanga…werengani zambiri
Kusiya mavuto akuvuta... Kusiya pain ikuvuta... Kusiya kumva kukhala kosalankhula...
khalidwe ka khofi kokha 😌 (kusinthidwa)
Iwo osakhudza mtima amene munthu amamva pamene ngakhale chisoni chikufuna khama, pamene umakhala wopanda chikhumbo koma osati kwathunthu, pamene ukufuna kulira ndi kulira koma ukulephera. Iwo osakhudza mtima a amene akufuna ndi kukonda ndi kudya zinthu zambiri kuposa chakudya. Iwo osakhudza mtima…werengani zambiri
Mukakhala mukugwidwa ndi thambo palibe chinthu chimene chimamveka bwino.
Ndinakhalapo pansi kwa nthawi yochepa ndikuganiza za zinthu zosiyanasiyana koma kenako inachitika mu ubongo wanga ngati chibwana. Ndikufuna kukhala woleza mtima nanu, koma mu zaka zapitazi ndinakhala ndi ubale ambiri. Ndili ndi akazi ambiri omwe ndinawasiya, koma sindikukondwera nacho. Mwa njira,…werengani zambiri
*chachitika mu mtima mwanga (kusinthidwa)

Ndikuyang'ana kwambiri, koma zikuwoneka ngati chigamba changa chikukhalabe chabwino. Sindikuganiza kuti chigamba chachikhalidwe chachikhalidwe chachititsa chigamba changa kukula chifukwa ndikumaganiza kuti ndidachita kukhudza chinthu. Ndinali wopanda mtima kuti ndipange kuyang'anitsitsa 😭…werengani zambiri


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Ndikuganiza kuti ndili pakati pa kusiya ndi kukhalabe. Pakati pa mkazi amene ndinali ndi mkazi amene ndikukhalabe. Mtima wanga wakalamba chifukwa cha kufunsa mafunso ofanana ndipo kulandira chisokonezo m'malo mwa mayankho. Ndikupitiliza kufunafuna chitsimikizo mu zinthu zazing'ono— kuseka,…werengani zambiri

Pamene timamva dzina "Lucifer" kapena zinthu za mdima, nthawi zambiri timaganiza za chinyama chovuta chomwe chimayendetsedwa ndi chikhumbo chachikulu. Koma, ngati tikuyang'ana m'ndandanda wa zolemba zakale ndi nzeru zakale, choyipa chachikulu ndi chofewa kwambiri, chabwino, komanso...…werengani zambiri
