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Have you found ways that have made any of these things easier? (or add your own if you have something helpful to share)

The way I deal with: A. Social situations 1. fear of being judged 2. silence in a conversation feeling awkward 3. feeling like the odd one out in a group 4. being interrupted or talked over 5. meeting people when I have no social energy 6. fear of being seen as boring or unexciting 7. being… (edited) read more

A day

There is some heaviness throughout the day . But when clarity hit , it did hurt . However, tears carried away all the ache . Remaining just numb.

Is it okay for a man to cry?

People still ask whether men should cry. My answer is simple: yes. A man who can cry isn’t weak. He’s emotionally alive. The old idea that masculinity means suppressing every emotion has done more harm than good. It has taught generations of men to suffer in silence, confuse vulnerability with… read more

Just for fun

I live with someone but feel alone I can not take this anymore I am awake in the morning But also numb and boring How can I feel so lonely When I am with her, true story Never in my life again I am going to be afraid This song is for my friend But also for my head When I am with her… (edited) read more

Unhinged

I think I am somewhere between leaving and staying. Between the woman I used to be and the woman I am becoming. My heart is tired from asking the same questions and receiving silence instead of answers. I keep looking for reassurance in little things— a smile, a message, a glance, the way someone… read more

I want to fall in love again

It feels like I've been numb for a long time, not trying to love anyone, sometimes I miss the feeling of the butterfly era, I miss the feeling of falling in love.

What Remains After the Silence

I am the rest of something gone, a fading spark beneath the rain The dawn arrives, but not the dawn that once knew how to numb the pain I move through thoughts that twist, like a maze I built without a map I lose myself at every end, then wake again inside the trap I search for truths I cannot… (edited) read more

My Demons & Me

A crimson sky, such beauty none could deny. In awe as it waned, until darkness sustained. The chill sank in, left void of emotion. The lights had gone, I still layed there on the lawn. The bottles were empty, I'd certainly had plenty. Still the hole would not fill, efforts amounting to nil. The… (edited) read more

Linkin Park - Numb

Things that came to mind while recording this: "ARGH THE LIGHT IS BLINDING ME" "OH GOD IT'S REFLECTING OFF MY GIANT FOREHEAD" "I CAN'T FKIN READ THE LYRICS"

Let’s pretend we are numb, let’s pretend we don’t know and let it be let’s pretend we don’t have a clue and the rest will fade in the wind

Who's with me?

In the End it doesn't even matter?Or we became so Numb by Breaking The Habit?🤘🏼😝 Sending Blessings to you all! 😌🙏🏻

Insomnia🔥🔥

Literally to numb that anxious mind.

I wish there was a way other then alcohol to numb pain.

My very first graphical art endeavor from years ago.

This represents my Inner child I preserved and hid from the world but not myself, Guiding me the Tiny Warrior Through the illusory soul school and testing ground we can life or the human experience. I tried to create the Hermetic " As above so below, as within so without" while hinting at multiple… (edited) read more

Mood swings go crazy

Crazy how it goes . Sometimes feeling empty numb & alone , then same day feeling like not wanting to talk with anyone avoiding conversation

Move on

Have you ever forgive someone and be patient with it human multiple times even countless times that when it does those things that hurts you again, you just feel so done and numb? I really should leave it and never let it comes in my reach again.

Have you ever felt like you experience everything too intensely, or go completely numb?

A gentle reminder that, You can still create a beautiful life for yourself, even if you've lost so many years to the darkness, even if those years were stagnant, numb, messy, depressed, confusing, and busy with surviving instead of living. That does not disqualify you, that explains you.

--- You never wasted your time, you are building it.

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I feel numb 🤐

Mapo Tofu

A traditional Sichuan dish using Sichuan pepper, of course! To me, it tastes completely different from regular pepper. I would say that the spice itself has a slightly minty flavour, and my tongue feels a little numb 😁. I need to work on the presentation, because it doesn't look very good... But… read more

One of the songs from last year

Still struggling to bring myself to release it. 🥲 Initially wrote this during one of my most depressing eras and produced it when I felt numb enough to not break down during. 😅 Video was recorded during a live performance to my subscribers to introduce songs that I had yet to put out. (edited)

Numb Little Bug

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Have you ever feel this too?

I still make jokes and laugh. I still smile. However, I feel empty, numb.

Grief - Stages

One day, I feel it so intensely. The next day, I sleep for hours and feel numb. I watch as people send me texts. Most taper off the first day or two and they move on with their lives. Life continues to move does the pain get any better?

One of those days

I just here dangling my feet while sitting on the couch. I'm doing nothing but just thinking. Thinking about everything. Everything is on my mind. Mind is racing. Racing like overthinking things. Things like the future and past. Past can't go away unless I let go. Go far away from me. Me… (edited) read more

A question for those who have lost a parent ❤️🫶

My father doesn't have much time left, I feel like I have accepted the situation and that there isn’t anything important left unsaid between us. We have always been a close family. At the same time, my relationship with him has been complicated. He is an alcoholic and he has never really been… read more

Real

Relationship PTSD is real. It gets to the point where you can’t even start liking someone without your guard going up. Your mind tells you to be careful, because in your experience, people lie, people cheat, and people live double lives and my heart goes out to those who are genuinely discouraged,… read more

She goes...

Leaving the wounds open... Leaving the pain hurting... Leaving the feeling numb...

numb

only coffee taste 😌 (edited)

That calmless calm

That calm one feels when even sadness requires an effort, when you are numb but not fully, when you want to cry and scream but you lack the strength to. That calmless calm of those who yearn and crave and starve for something more than a meal. The calmless calm of mine as Im love starved. Filling… read more

Having anxiety and depression is like being scared and tired at the same time. It's the fear of failure, but no urge to be productive. It's wanting friends, but hate socializing. It's wanting to be alone, but not wanting to be lonely. It's feeling everything at once then feeling paralyzingly numb.”

numb little bug

When you're hanging by a thread nothing makes sense anymore

Ive become so numb

Women

So I was laying down for a bit thinking about all kinds of things but then it creeped into my brain like a parasite. I gotta be honest with you guys but over the years I had many relationships. I have lots of exes, but I’m not proud of it. As a matter of fact, I never wanted that in the first… read more

"A breadwinner who is numb and disappointed with his past, and meets an independent woman with a broken heart. Will there still be romance?"

*just crossed my mind (edited)

Toe May Be Healing🤞

Keeping a close eye on it, but it looks like my toe is healing I don't think an ingrown nail caused my toe to swell as I remember hitting it against something. I was too chicken to get it checked out 😭 the idea of getting a needle 💉 to numb my toe then the doc slicing the skin to get the goo out… read more

Numb....

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The Lucifer Effect: Why Supreme Evil is Always Disguised as 'Heartless Logic'

When we hear the name "Lucifer" or entities of darkness, we often picture a vicious monster driven by wild desires. Yet, if we dissect classical literature and ancient philosophy, true evil is actually incredibly calm, brilliant, and utterly... logical. Let's look at the anatomy of the primordial… read more