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The flu...

I've been sick since Friday last week, and it's still going. I was concerned it might be COVID, but I tested negative. So it's probably a very severe case of the flu, which is extra dangerous in combination with my MS... I've been feeling quite alone, and I was let down by some people close to me… (edited) read more

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Last night I had one of the worst shifts of my life. All I could think about how I was in constant pain,how lonely I am, and how much I want to commit suicide

I just realized I'm not

afraid to die, I'm afraid to live .

I hate my life.

I know I am supposed to be grateful for what I have and what other people do reflects who THEY are, it does not change the suffering & pain I experience.

Soon

And indefinitely. :) (edited)

It seems like unaliving

would be much better than this fake life with all of its intended suffering.

I genuinely hate this existence

I guess it isn't so silent

Some man young people taking their own lives because of depression 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️so 😥

....

Can't wait... It just feels good to release