Umphakathi we-Morbid
Umphakathi we-morbid, ingxoxo, nokudingida.
102 IMIMOYA
KONKE
morbid
Hlangana Nabantu Abasha
OKULANDAYO
Umphakathi we-morbid, ingxoxo, nokudingida.
102 IMIMOYA
KONKE
morbid
Hlangana Nabantu Abasha
OKULANDAYO

I-Deftones, ikhofi kanye nemizimba eshisa... uqala kanjani usuku lwakho?

Uyazi, njalo nakanjani ngicabanga ngempilo nokuthi ingenzeka kanjani ngokushesha. Nokuthi ingaba yingozi. Emva kokuphuma kwelanga ngo-2007, bekungukuthi ngiseduze kakhulu nokufa, futhi kusukela lapho, ukufa akusabanga yingozi kakhulu. Ngisafuna ukuhlala ngiphila, kodwa umqondo uqobo…funda kabanzi
Ngifunde ukuthi uma ufaka i-potassium noma umoya, kufanele uhlale ufaka ngaphansi kolimi. Iphupho lokufaka liphila ngokushesha lapho. Kuhle kunokuphusha iphilisi ebusweni bomuntu. I-Tiktok iyindawo eyinqaba yokukufundisa ukuthi ungafaka kuphi. Futhi sekuyisikhathi sokuqala sikaMfumfu futhi.…funda kabanzi
Okuthunyelwe Okuhlobene
Ngezinye izikhathi ngiyazibuza ukuthi uphi Ukukhumbula wena kubonakala njengenkanyezi efayo Uhlobo lokuthi uma usondela kakhulu kushiya izilonda Futhi ngifisa ungabe usukude kangaka Okwamanje, esikhathini esizayo, esikhathini esedlule, ngalways ngifuna kube njalo Kodwa awuzange ufike, futhi ukuwa…funda kabanzi

Njengoba ngazi ukuthi abaningi abathandi bomculo abakwazi ukuziqinisekisa eqenjini elilodwa noma umculi futhi kungashintsha ngezimo zezulu, iyini ibhendi oyilalelayo kakhulu >~Manje~<? 🧐muva nje, ngihambile phakathi kweDoom- ezintathu ezivela kulezi zibizwa ngokuthi ‘zikhulu ezine’ ze-subgenre-…( kulungiswe )funda kabanzi

Muva nje, ngihambe ngaphezulu kweCastle Hill ngisebenzisa i-trike yami futhi ngihamba phansi. Njalo lapho ngihamba phansi entabeni, ngiyesaba kakhulu ukulahlekelwa ukulawula nokwehla emaphethelweni entabeni. Izolo, ngihambe phansi entabeni emnyama kakhulu, okwakungeza enye into ethokozisayo kulokhu…funda kabanzi


















Umfula weMurderkill uyahlekisa kakhulu (ubuhlungu) kimi


Umsebenzi omdala wokudweba ovela eminyakeni embalwa edlule. Omunye angasho ukuthi nganginentshisekelo ethokozisayo ngalowo mfo. (Amaphuzu engeziwe uma uthola umqondo.)


Umkami owayengaphila kanye nami sobabili sasinothando lwezwi elibi lomculo. Ngimbonile mhlawumbe izingoma eziyi-100, lapho kungabikho muntu ophumile ephilile. Sobabili sathanda lezo zingoma. Walahlekelwa umshado wakhe wokuqala eneminyaka engu-19, ngesikhathi sihlangana. Futhi ngakho sathwebula…funda kabanzi
Ngisendaweni yokuhlala ngedwa cishe impilo yami yonke, futhi akukhona ngenxa yokungazami. Imizamo yami, nokho, ibihamba ngendlela engalungile. Ngake ngaba nobudlelwano obunye kuphela. Kwakungokuphikisana nezifiso zami isikhathi sonke. Wangicela ukuthi sihlangane. Ngemva kwezinsuku ezimbalwa…funda kabanzi
Ingabe ngiyedwa noma kukhona omunye ocabanga ukuthi ngabe kukhona umuntu ozonakekela/ukhumbula bona uma befa
Ozakwethu bawa njengemikhaza Futhi benza iminyaka engama-3 ibonakale njengomugqa wokugcina Ngake ngacabanga ukuthi ngizobona u-25 Manje ngiyaphila ngaphezulu Ngiyaphetha amanga ami okugcina Lapho ngithi ngikhona Ngibona ukukhanya Kodwa engqondweni yami Kuyaf freezing, ukufudumala…funda kabanzi
Lapho abaculi ababili bethola omunye nomunye kanye nothando lomculo ophathelene nokufa, yikuphi okubi kakhulu okungenzeka? Impendulo; omunye wabo uyafa, futhi ushiyela omunye umthwalo wez songs ezihlekisayo, ezinzima... umkami ofile kanye nami sithokozisa.
Ngithi ukuthini. Ngishade umuntu ophuma emngcwabeni, njengakuqala kweHarold noMaude. Futhi ubani ongathandi intombazane enhle futhi ejulile, enobunzima nembono ethile enobuhlungu ngempilo?
Ngakho, umkami osefile wayethanda izingoma ezithokozisayo, ezimnandi... wayephinde waba nomshado ophukile, futhi ngimvumele. Sibhale izinto eziningi ezithokozisayo. Ngakwenza ividiyo, nokho. Ngisebenzisa kuphela ISITHOMBE esisodwa sakhe kanye nomphumela wokuhlanganisa ongajwayelekile engiwenzile.
Ngacabanga ukuthi ngizokuchaza kanjani ukuhamba ngithathe uthuli lwemfazi wami kulokho okwakuzoba usuku lwethu lokugubha imishado emashumi alitshumi nesishiyagalolunye. Angifuni okuthile okudabukisayo noma okuphithizelayo ngakho ngacabanga ukuthi ngizokhuthaza abantu abafuna uthando olwenene ❤️. …( kulungiswe )funda kabanzi

Ngiyakholelwa ngempela ekutheni "Konke kwenzeka ngenhloso." Ngiyazi ukuthi impilo ingaba nzima futhi idinga amandla futhi zonke lezi zinto kodwa ngikholelwa ukuthi konke okukhona empilweni yakho kwenzeka ngenhloso ukuze kukusize ngempela. Isibonelo, ukulahlekelwa umsebenzi ngoba kukhona omunye…funda kabanzi
Kungaba yi-NSFW, i-SFW, mnyama, emnqamlezweni, noma yini. KODWA UMA KULUNGILE, ANGICARE. YENZA. NGIHLEKE.
Kukhona isitezi esingekude lapho ngihlala khona. Esidala, sithule, cishe sikhumbuleka. Sinezigodi ezikhethiwe emathafeni nezikhumbuzo ezinhle ze-gothic. Kukhona ukuthula okuphazamisayo okuzwakala kukhululekile. Kungase kubonakale kuyingozi, kodwa ngithanda ukuhamba ngaphakathi. Ngiyazibuza…funda kabanzi










Kwaba usuku lwezulu oluphazamisekile ngedlula Usuku lapho izimpawu zethu zanquma ukuhlangana Sikhethelwane ngaphambi kokuba sibe khona Izixhumanisi zethu eziphukile zenze ukuba kulindwe isikhathi eside Isizini enobuhlungu isishintshile yaba yentwasahlobo I-aura yami igcwele uthando…( kulungiswe )funda kabanzi
Kancane okuthakazelisayo #howtokillanhour( kulungiswe )
Cha, lokhu akusikho isithombe sangempela, kuvela ku-video yomculo ye-Insane kaKorn. Angizange ngazi ukuthi isithombe sangempela sizosuswa noma okuthile.

Akukho ithemba ngemuva kwezifiso zami, kodwa ngifisa ukuhamba ngothando lwakho lonke. Impilo yami ibiyizigigaba, nokuphuthelwa. Umphefumulo wami uhlale uhleka, kodwa akekho oyaziyo. Izimoto ezihamba kancane zidlula, izindlebe zami zizwa 'pop, pop'. Imicabango emibi engayeki. Ngiyahlawuliswa ngazo…( kulungiswe )funda kabanzi
Ngabe kukhona ongachaza kimi ukuthi kungani ngikhululeka kakhulu ngezimo zokuphela komhlaba nezifilimu zokuphela komhlaba? Njengomuntu omdala weMillennials, ngiyakuqonda ukuthi isizukulwane sethu sithathwa njengokungathembi, kodwa kukhona okuthile okungikhuthazayo ngokubuka izifilimu zokuphela…funda kabanzi
Uyayilalela imusic efanayo kungakhathaliseki isimo sakho noma uthanda ukulalela izinto ezithile ngokuya ngesimo sakho? Omunye wathi kimi kanye, uhlu lwakho lonke lwezokudlala luhlu lwezomculo olukhathazekile noludabukisayo. Ngathi huh? Cha, ngabe ngiqala ukubheka bona futhi zonke ezithandwa kakhulu…( kulungiswe )funda kabanzi
Ngithanda zonke izinto eziphathelene nababulali abaphindaphindiwe, okubi nokuphambukayo. Ngiyesaba ukusho kubantu ngoba angifuni bakholelwe ukuthi ngizokwenza umuntu……
Kungase kube yinto engafanele noma eyingozi. Kuyisigqi sebhola 🤷🏾♀️

Namuhla ngesikhathi ngivakashela emnyuziyamu ngibone le msebenzi omuhle. Ngibheka kule ndawo, ngizihlola ngenkathi ngikhumbuza ukuthi njengabo bonke abanye, nami kufanele ngife ngosuku oluthile. Lezi zicabango zingase zibe mubi kancane kodwa zinginikeze umbono ohlukile futhi zinginikeze ugqozi…funda kabanzi

Angikwazi ukuphuma emhlabeni ukuthi uBrad William uyahlekisa kangakanani, ngabe kukhona omunye owazi ukuthi ungani ukuze sikhulume ngohlelo lwakhe olukhathazayo?
Nansi imbongi entsha evela kimi. Imibongo yami ivamise ukuba mnyama futhi ibuhlungu noma ihlekisayo futhi idlula. Jabulela! Umgibeli Wayo Phansi emthonjeni wami othandekayo wahlangana naye; Uhlanzekile ekukhanyeni kwenyanga futhi edinga. Uphendukela em pleasure nasezoni. `Kuze kube…funda kabanzi
Uma ungathanda ukudla nendoda ethile emlandweni, umlingiswa ophakanyisiwe, noma umcelebrity (futhi ngeke kube khona umngcele wolimi, imiphumela, noma ingozi empilweni yakho), ubani ongakhetha futhi kungani? Ngokuqondile, yini ongayibuza noma ukuyitshela? Kukhona abantu abaningi engikalways wanted…funda kabanzi

Kuhle kakhulu futhi kuyahlanya lol

Ngibe ngibuka lezi zindaba zeMrBallen ikakhulukazi lezo eziphathelene nokuhamba emigodini noma izigameko zokuhlola imigodi Ziyesabisa kodwa angikwazi stopping ukulalela. Kuyamangalisa ngoba ngiyisithukuthezi esikhulu futhi ngiyakhathazeka kodwa nginokuthakazelisa okukhulu. Ividiyo kaYuri…( kulungiswe )funda kabanzi
Ngifuna nje ukuzizwa ngibukeka, ngizwa, futhi ngikhathalelwe. Ngiyazi ukuthi uma ngabe ngifa endlini yami encane yokuhlala, akekho ozokwazi kuze kube umuntu edinga okuthile wathola umzimba wami ophukile ophukile ngemuva kwezinyanga eziyi-6! Lol Nakuba kungenzeka kube yinyanga ngoba umninimzi wami…funda kabanzi

Usuku lwe-Inktober 1-Ikhasi @inktober #drawing #inktober #inktober2024 #persephone #inkwork #PersephoneWhite #art #traditional #traditionalart #2024challange #artwork #copicmarkers #artist #illustration #artchallenge #artistofinstagram #artlovers #drawingaday #artistlovers #artinstagram…funda kabanzi

Ngesikhathi ngikhuluma, futhi nginokhofi yami. Ngilalela i-Scared to Death, ninayo i-podcast eniyithandayo? Ngilalela i-Morbid (i-podcast yeziqhwaga zangempela), i-Voices for Justice, i-Necronomipod, i-Crime Junkie, i-You Can See Me In The Dark, kanye ne-Let's Not Meet, futhi. Uma unazo…funda kabanzi
Izinkanyezi ze-cement emhlabeni ophukile, nezakhiwo ze-concrete ezimnyama ezithule. Ilanga le-neon lihlaba umhlaba ongenamahloni, liboniswa ubusuku nemini. Ungayizwa indlela abiza ngayo? Izikhala ezithukile nezikhala eziphukile. Iphinda ibonakale ezindleleni ze-asphalt futhi ihlale emasimini…funda kabanzi
Ngifake inani eliningi njengoba kwavunyelwa, futhi nganikela ngezibonelo ukuze kube lula ukukhetha.
49 amavoti
Oil on panel (6' × 6')
