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Tūātea Pāpori

Ka whakaaro au i ētahi wā he aha te uaua ki te hanga hoa i muri i te wāhanga o tō koiora. Ka pērā te whakaaro, he tangata ke au e tirohia ana. Kei te rō pū i ahau ngā hoa me te whānau. I reira ko au, ka noho au i ia rangi whakatā, rangi whānau me ngā hararei anake. Hei tangata autistik, kāore e…pānui atu

Ngā wairua ngahuru

Ka tino rongo au pēnā i te āporo, kātahi anō ka noho takitahi, ā, he mea kē au, engari kei te noho tonu au hei au.

Rā 1 e tūtohu ana i ngā raupapa poto. Te tangata ke.

Te Rā Whiti i Lincolnshire

Ehara au i te tangata mō ngā mano, kāore au e mahi drama Ka pai au ki te noho i waenganui i te kore e kitea, he tino tangata ke au

Ko tetahi whakaaturanga i roto i te whakaari aroha e whakaatu ana i tetahi pāua e rapu ana i te awhina mai i tetahi tohunga mo te whanaungatanga. Kaore au i te tino mārama ki taua mea.

Ko te aroha tetahi o nga mea e toru i roto i te ao e kore e taea te tirohia mai i waho, ā, e tino mōhio ana. Ka hangaia e rua ngā tāngata, ka whakakotahi i ngā mano o ngā wā e kore e kitea e te tangata kē, ā, ka mārama i runga i ngā kare ā-roto kāore e taea e te tangata tuatoru te rongo. Koia i…pānui atu

Te wehe i Amerika ki te noho ki tawahi

Kei te hiahia au ki te wehe i tēnei whenua i mua i te Covid, kāore e pēnei me te mea he whānau, he hoa tāku e mahi ana ki te utu i ngā pire, kāore e noho tika ana ki ahau, kāore au i te rongo i te mea e noho ana au i konei, he tangata ke au ki te whānau, he tangata ke au ki ngā hoa, kāore e mārama…pānui atu

Te Tangata Ke.

Kua mutu au, ā, WOW, He Whakaaturanga Pātea me ngā Whakaaturanga. Ko te Āhua me te Pōuri he mea tika mō te Whakaari Pātea e pērā ana i te Mindhunter me te āhuatanga o te Tūātea. I pai ahau ki te Kaupapa whānui (I runga i taku tirohanga i te iti rawa) Nāna i te taha o Holly me te El Cuco Entity, ko…pānui atu

Pūmau

Ka pā mai ngā mea pūmau, ngā mea uaua ki a tātou i te tuatahi, engari i te wā e haere ana, ka ngaro te ātaahua. I te mutunga, ko ngā mea māmā te mea e hiahia ana tātou. Kaore pea e ātaahua te ahua i te tuatahi, engari i te roa o te noho ki a rātou, ka mōhio koe ki tā rātou uara. He rite ki te…pānui atu

Hei kaiwhai i te poitūkohu, i te (soccer)

Kaore au e aroha ana ki ngā karapu nui anake e toa ana. I ngā tau e pā ana, kua noho au hei kaiwhai mō ngā momo tīma katoa, rongonui me ngā tīma kāore e tino mōhiotia. Ka aroha au ki ngā tīma e kawe ana i ngā mea whakamīharo (pērā i a Bodø/Glimt) me ngā tīma e kite ana au i te āheinga, kāore e pā…pānui atu

He iti noa iho tāku poūriri. Kāore au e tuhi i ngā wā katoa, ā, kāore au e tuhi i te reo Ingarihi i ngā wā e pā ana. Engari, e tino aroha ana au ki tēnei poūriri 🌙

He hoa tonu au engari kāore au e tino aroha He kōtiro pātea anake me ngā whara maha i roto. He tuahine au. He hoa. He offsider anake au. I te taha kē, he hapa o te ao? Ko taku ataata te ārai e mau ana au hei aukati i te pakaru Tērā te pōtae karaihe e hiahia ana au ki te tiaki i taku wairua. Ko…pānui atu

He mea tēnei mō te tangata i pāngia e te wairua, i whakakorehia, i waihohia i muri mai me te kore he whakamārama he aha i puta ai ngā mea pēnei, ā, kei te pātai koe i te pō katoa, i te rā, i ngā wiki, ā, i ngā marama e pātai ana ki a koe anō, i hea i hē ai? 😭 me te mea he tino pānga! Ka taea e mātou tēnei 🫂

I te wā e noho pōturi ana te tangata, e waiho ana koe i te pōkeka mō te mea i huri, e whiriwhiri ana rātou—ki te waiho i a koe e whakaaro. I te mea kāore he raru, i te rere ngā kōrero, ā, i te wā kāore e mōhiotia, ka ngaro rātou ki te pōturi. Kāore he whakamārama, kāore he whakakapi. He ngoikore…pānui atu

Top 5 or 10 Favorite Movies??

1. Scarface 2. Te Hunga Kōhuru 3. Te Haora Rahi 2 4. Tūātea 5. Gran Torino 6. Te Tāngata Pātea ( Netflix Jared Leto) 7. Birdbox 8. Te Pātea Mate 9. Fast and the Furious ( Tokyo Drift) 10. Te Whakatūpato

Ka raru te noho hei tangata kore

Ko te pehanga tonu ki te whakakotahi me te koretake o nga whakaaro kanorau he tino ngenge. #life #socialpressure #outsider( whakatikahia )

Te Raru Tuakiri Whakarerekē

He raru tuakiri whakarerekē tāku. Mō te hunga kāore e mōhio, he mea 'whakawhāiti tuakiri' tēnei, engari kāore e rite ki ngā kiriata, ahakoa te iti rawa. Kāore mātou he rewera, kāore he 'pātea kino', he tangata mātou i pāngia e tētahi mea taumahatanga i pā ki te wāhanga o tētahi tangata…pānui atu

Hey guys🩵 Ka taea e te tangata te tuku pukapuka tiaki i a ia mo te awangawanga me te pouri? Tena pea he whakaora i te ora? I nga ra tata nei, kua rongo ahau i te taumata teitei o te awangawanga, me te pouri i konei i reira i te mea e noho ana ahau hei tangata ke, e noho ana i aku akoranga pouaka :/ ka rongo ahau he mea whakakino i etahi wa. 😰( whakatikahia )

Ngā tāngata

Ka rongo anō koe i te pērā i te tangata kē e ngana ana ki te mārama ki ngā tāngata? Kāore au e taea te mārama ki te whakaaro, ki te mahi, me te take o ngā tāngata.

te ahua o te tangata ke, ā, e hiahia ana au ki ngā whakautu! ;)

he mea hou au, boohoo. Kua whakaaro au mō te whakakotahitanga i ēnei rā. He ahuatanga noa iho tēnei o te noho pāpori? He hiahia tā mātou ki te hono ki ngā rōpū? He hiahia tā mātou ki te whakaaro hei rōpū? Ki a au, ko te whakakotahitanga he utu mō te whakarere i te wāhanga o te rapu i ā mātou ake…pānui atu

ko ngā mea e pā ana ki te ngaro o tō wairua :(

Ka rongo koe i te pātea me te ngenge tonu Kāore koe i te whai i te hiahia, ā, ka rongo koe i te pōuri Ka rongo koe i te noho takitahi Ka rongo koe i te kore hihiri ki tō ao Ka hiahia koe ki te mea ‘nui ake’ Kua noho koe hei tangata ke, hei ‘pūtea pango’ o te whānau Ka raru koe i te riri me te āhua…pānui atu

whakamārama mō ngā momo boo

I te whakaaro ahau he aha te whakaaro o te tangata mō ngā kupu e whakamahi ana a Boo ki te whakamārama i ā tātou momo. Ka kitea e au he pai te nuinga o ngā whakamārama INFP, engari ka kata au i te mea e kī ana ko te "whakawhāiti" mātou. Kāore te Fi e whakawhāiti, ki te whakapono mātou ki tētahi…pānui atu

Blessed is the one who does not walk in step with the wicked or stand in the way that sinners take or sit in the company of mockers Psalm 1:1

Hei tama a te Atua, kua karangahia koe ki te waiho hei rerekē. Kua wehe koe i te ao kei te kīngia e te hara me te whakakatakata. Kaore e taea e koe te whai wāhi ki te kōrero pātea, me mutu koe i te wā e haere ana āu hoa mahi, āu hoa. Tērā pea ka pērā te whakaaro, kāore koe e noho ki te wāhi e tika…pānui atu

He aha ngā pātai kāore e pātaihia e mātou i te nui?

Tukua he tangata kāore i te mōhio ki te hapori whakaaro, ka pātai au: he aha ngā whakaritenga e tango ana mātou hei mea mō te pono? He aha ngā whakaritenga e pā ana ki tā mātou oranga e whai ana mātou kāore e pātai ki tō rātou pono?

Te Tūātea Tūmau

I te mutunga, ko taku whakaata pakaru anake i te miro. Ko te wahi kotahi i kīia ai au ki te noho mō te tekau mā waru tau o taku ao. E mōhio ana au kua mea koe ki ahau ki te noho he fuerte y valiente engari kāore au e hiahia ana ki te noho māia anō. Kāore au e hiahia ki te mahi pērā i te mea he…pānui atu

He Pātea Pango, He Pātea Kāore?

Kei te rongo anō te tangata i te āhua ka taea e rātou te noho tahi me ngā momo katoa o te ao, engari kāore e taea te rongo i te tangata i te taha, i tetahi atu? 🤔

Nga painga me nga kino o Iapani

I te mea he tangata moemoea au, he tangata whakamahere hoki ki te wehe i Amerika me te neke ki Iapani ki te timata i tetahi oranga hou, he aha etahi o nga mea ka taea e au te tumanako, me nga kino. Ka whakaaro ahau ko te mea, ka noho au i tetahi waahi tino hihiri, kaore e taea te kii he painga, he…pānui atu

Tārewatia te Pākati

I te taenga mai o Bruce Wayne rangatahi, ka kite ia i te mate o ona mātua, ā, ka pāngia ia e te pū i taua pō, ka waihohia hei mate. Ka pakaru te pū i tana kōtahi, ka waiho ia hei pāpā. I whakatipuhia ia e tana kaiwhakahaere, a Alfred, i whakawhiwhia a Master Wayne ki te awhina tino pai i te taha…pānui atu

Te wāhi i roto i taku hinengaro me taku ngākau

(Whakaaro, he tino roa tēnei, he amuamu mai i te ngākau!!!) Me pēhea e taea ai e au te hanga i te wāhi i roto i taku hinengaro me taku ngākau, mēnā i tupu tēnei: I whanau au i te Czech Republic, engari i rere aku mātua mai i te USSR, ā, i whakatipuhia au me tēnei i te hinengaro, nāku i ako te reo…( whakatikahia )pānui atu

Taku kiti iti i waho

taku kiti iti tuhinga e peke ana ki runga i taku pātea🥰 (ko Gabriella tōna ingoa) 😇

Ae. Kaore au e tu i te whenua o Amerika i te mea e noho ana nga cheetos, i nga mea e rite ana ki a ia, i te mana.

Ka whakaae au kaore i te whakaaro o nga whakaaro torangapu e whakakino ana i te whenua mai i te tirohanga o te tangata ke. Ko te whakaora anake mo Amerika. Kai. Mai i Louisiana, ki Texas, ki te tunu moana.

E kōrero ana mō te 'Tāngata ke' (nāna i te mea rerekē) me te whakahaere i te pōuri

I tukuna tuatahi hei tuhinga māmā i konei, kāore e pai ki a Boo tēnā. I tukuna hei whakaahua, he whakaaro noa i pā mai i taku tirotiro i ētahi o aku taupānga pāhotanga.

Te ♓️ Wāhi Hinengaro

Ka pēnei te Pisces me te kāmiri, e mahi ana i ngā āhua rerekē ki te maha o ngā tāngata, heoi, kaua e whakapae kāore rātou i te pono. Ko te mea e pā ana ki te Piscean, he maha ngā ao iti kei roto i tā rātou hinengaro, ka whakarōpūhia ngā tāngata rerekē, ā, i runga i te whakawhitinga pūngao ki tētahi…pānui atu

Aroha i te tirohanga tuatahi

Ka mea ratou he tino uaua te tuku aroha i te tirohanga tuatahi, kāore au e whakapono ki tēnā nāna i te mea ko te nui o ngā tāngata i tīmata ai au ki te rāngai i muri i ia pakaru, ka piki te pānga ki te pōuri, ā, ko te wāhi tino pōuri ko te mea e mōhiotia ana e koe ngā kaitākaro maha, ngā tāngata i…pānui atu

Kei te whakarongo au ki te wiseman a fank ocean.

A, pono, ka mahi au hei mea kāore e pā ana ki a au, engari i roto i te ngākau, he nui te pānga ki a au, ā, ka pā te pōuri ki a au. I pau te rā katoa i tētahi wāhi i te mea kāore au i te mōhio ki te tangata, ka pēnei tonu au, engari i tēnei wā, he tino pono te āhua lol. Kāore au i te mōhio ki te…pānui atu