The deeper I dig into myself, the more it heals me — and terrifies me at the same time. With every illusion shattered, space opens up for the truth, but it brings a sharp, aching fear. What about my dreams? What about my childhood, innocent love?The beautiful feelings I spent years painting in my... read more

3mo

INFJ

Virgo

My very first graphical art endeavor from years ago.

This represents my Inner child I preserved and hid from the world but not myself, Guiding me the Tiny Warrior Through the illusory soul school and testing ground we can life or the human experience. I tried to create the Hermetic " As above so below, as within so without" while hinting at multiple... (edited) read more

1mo

ISTP

Sagittarius

1 year ago today

After 5 months of uncertainty, I finally got one of my favorite albums of all time by my favorite supergroup of all time, "Above" by Mad Season, a one off project, formed by Pearl Jam's Mike McCready to keep Alice in Chains vocalist Layne Staley out of rehab and away from narcotics after the... read more

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5mo

INTJ

Is

Being in the transition period to the total dissolution it seems. I do not perceive immediate distinction between actions and their modes anymore. Everything is a blur. Also the inner space is taking all forms not choosing any. And by now it seems to be directly intertwined with actions in this... (edited) read more

11mo

INTJ

Virgo

My Poem: The Me of Death

I prayed at night I'd lose emotion I bathed in fear too cold to see I lay in crystal flames of wonder I tried to find what you meant to me My song takes practice to feel that splendor My dance sharp-edged, your blood on each heel My pride, the source of all dissolution My deluded mind keeps that... read more

5mo

INTJ

Freedom?? Finally? from demandingself?

For the first time, I did not even care to correct wrong assumptions about my expertise, level of knowledge, or understanding. I am finally unbound, whenever willing, even from commitment of truth of own image, at least or even in worldly particulars. This is wonderful. And nothing stirs... Only... (edited) read more