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Starting to know the world

Umm... Hello everyone... 'Konnichiwa' 👋 'Watashiwa Tanisha desu' ( I am tanisha ) 'Watashiwa nihon ga disuki desu' ( I like Japan) And yeah... I only know a bit of Japanese... I'm still learning. I know many people might think I'm obsessed with Japan... Like profile photo, boo I'd 😅 But... (edited) read more

What Remains After the Silence

I am the rest of something gone, a fading spark beneath the rain The dawn arrives, but not the dawn that once knew how to numb the pain I move through thoughts that twist, like a maze I built without a map I lose myself at every end, then wake again inside the trap I search for truths I cannot... (edited) read more

Genuine love nourishes you. It doesn't extinguish you nor does it starve you.

I am beyond grateful that husband knows I am a living constellation not stone, not shadow, not something meant to endure neglect. I require nourishment. I require care. I require being kept. I was never meant to ration myself into survival, never meant to quiet hunger with water while drifting... (edited) read more

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Fool me once shame on you Fool me twice I'm a f**king idiot

Rose by Walker watson.

A rose in frost, its petals torn, Too fragile now, too faint, too worn. No warmth remains, no voice to call, Just silence creeping, cold and small. Left to wither, quiet, grey, As life slips softly, wilting away. Its fragrance once so rich and sweet, Too fragile now, too faint, too bleak, The stem... read more

Never Skip Meals

Just because I pay rent, bills, insurance, water, and the will to live. It doesn't mean I can't have a nice meal for a week. Tuna salad for lunch, and spaghetti for dinner. If I wanted to, I can have a small breakfast too with the leftover eggs and ham. This was all under like $35. Not counting... read more