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Trauma as we know it

Trauma has a strange way of splitting us in two. One part learns to survive by building armor—becoming hyper-alert, guarded, quick to react. The other part quietly holds onto hope, empathy, and the desire to connect. This duality isn’t a flaw; it’s evidence of adaptation. The same experiences that... read more

I pronounce the time of death at 3:14 AM, but as I pull the sheet, I see it: a mark

I pronounce the time of death at 3:14 AM, but as I pull the sheet, I see it: a mark on the patient's pulse point that mirrors a seal from a "lost" occult anime episode. My phone vibrates in my scrub pocket—a text from my best friend asking if I'm coming over, oblivious to the fact that my latest... read more

Little story I want to share!!

After struggling with it around a few hour. I finally finished it. My friend saw me obsess with crochet lately so, she wanted to gave me some inspiration to make a new project. She ordered a tiny bag that I never did before. It's quite a challange bc I have to learn a new pattern but I made it. I'm... read more

Pokeball!

Here's my teeny little baby pokeball I just finished 🥹 I'll be pairing it with the Magikarp hat I made. I've pieced together a whole little pokemon fisherman cosplay lol. Patterns are Ms Premise-Conclusion's "Ideal Sphere" guide, and AradiyaToys' "pokeball" pattern. Meshing the two took some... (edited) read more

TIL how to expand my stoic practice

I just realized that my stoic practice mainly focused on regulating anger and not acting on it, especially towards other people and being good to people without any external reward. But it never occurred to me that when i get completely overcome by desire, I fail to see it as such. I identify with... (edited) read more

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