Umphakathi we-Faded
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Hlangana Nabantu Abasha
OKULANDAYO
Umphakathi we-faded, ingxoxo, nokudingida.
7 IMIMOYA
KONKE
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Hlangana Nabantu Abasha
OKULANDAYO
Okuthunyelwe Okuhlobene
Ngiyaphoxeka kakhulu! Kungani, ngizothi izinkanyezi zami, ngiyazithanda, ZIHLE! Le mizwa iyahlekisa~ ngithemba nonke ninokuthula kobusuku/ntambama/ekuseni~!

(isandulela side edlula lokhu, kodwa kunomkhawulo lapha) UHelios wavuka ngaphambi kokuphuma kwelanga, igumbi lisemnyameni. Wahlala embhedeni, elalele. Ngokuvamile, ngalesi sikhathi, wayezwa umsindo ojwayelekile wokukhuhla kukayise itshe lokugaya, izicathulo zakhe zidlula phansi ziya ebhasini…funda kabanzi
Ubuhle obunokuthula bumboza inhlabathi njengoba unyaka wokulima usuphela. Kusenezimbalwa nje iz叶 ezikwazi ukumelana nezimo nezimbali esezibunile ezisabonakala, imvelo ilungiselela kancane kancane ukulala kwayo okujulile kwasebusika.

Ngiyazinikela... amandla ami aphelile, isifiso sami sishabalalisiwe. Kubonakala sengathi umgomo wami ukuhlala ngedwa, ongabonakali... ngiyalwela, kodwa ukunqoba kuyangiphoxa. Ithemba liyisiphukuphuku esibi, impilo iyihlazo eliphilayo... futhi ngakho, ngiyakwamukela. Kukhona izindonga eziningi…funda kabanzi
Emphakathini wanamuhla waseMexico, i-Día de los Muertos ibhekwa njengomunye wemikhosi emikhulu yaminyaka yonke yezwe. Nokho, emadolobheni amakhulu anjengeMexico City neCancún, amasiko nemikhuba eminingi yalo mkhosi iye yaphela kancane kancane, kwase kufakwa nezinto ezivela emikhosini yakwamanye…funda kabanzi
Izolo, ngihlangabezane nokuthile okungazelelwe eMkhankasweni Wempilo Yengqondo. Umuzwa wokuthula ngama-needle, intambo kanye nejezi le leather. 🪡 Njengoba ngiqala ukuhlela ijezi lami, ngathola ngizithola kancane kancane ngizama ukujolisa. Ngamunye ngama-stitch, ingqondo yami yaba thula.…funda kabanzi

Ngithole le tattoo ngineminyaka engu-16, ngakho-ke cishe eminyakeni engu-17 edlule. Ngiyithole ngoba ngibukele iDragonball/z/gt nsuku zonke iminyaka engu-12 ngalesi sikhathi. Ngiyithanda. Ingxenye ye-2 ye-tattoo enginayo. Ngihlala nginabaculi be-tattoo abaphakamisayo ukuthi bayiphinde, kodwa…funda kabanzi

Sekudlule iminyaka eyisithupha usuhambile, kodwa akukho neyodwa inkumbulo yakho esifiphele. 🐾
Ngivame ukubhala izindaba ezincane. Ngokuvamile ziqala zihlanzekile futhi ngendlela ethile ziphumelele ngokwezimizwa. Nansi eyodwa engiyibhale eminyakeni embalwa edlule: Ithuba Elakhohliwe. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Ikati elincane…funda kabanzi
Ngezinye izikhathi ngiyazibuza ukuthi ngabe kukhona umuntu ozokwazi Uma ukuhleka kwami kuphumelela ekuthuleni. Ngabe bazongikhumbula, bafunde izingxoxo zethu ezindala, Noma bazongikhohlwa njengokungathi angizange ngibaluleke? Ngake ngafisa ukuba yintandokazi yomuntu wonke, Kodwa ngabe ngingumuntu…( kulungiswe )funda kabanzi

Ngosuku lwe-268 lwenyanga ye-4 yokudansa, nganquma ukuya ne-Dancer's Choice ukuze ngikhethe izingoma, bese ngigxila ekukhetheni kusukela ngo-1999. Ngidansile zonke izigcawu ezinhlanu ngama-heel. Kwakuwusuku olujabulisayo lokudansa!
Isibhakabhaka esibomvu, ubuhle obungavumi muntu. Ngokuhlonipha njengoba sishabalala, kuze kube ubumnyama bukhona. Ukubanda kwangena, kushiya ngaphandle kwemizwa. Izibani ziye, ngisale ngilapho engadini. Amabhodlela ayekhululekile, ngempela ngibe nenqwaba. Kodwa umhole awuzange ugcwale, imizamo…( kulungiswe )funda kabanzi

Awukhatheki ngabantu— ukhathazekile ngokungaguquguquki. Ngamaphunga aphakanyisiwe, abephuma emsileni. Awufuna ukuphindisela, noma izincazelo, noma umsindo. Ufunwa iqiniso, ukuba khona, nohlobo lokuxhumana olungapheli nxa umzuzu uphume. Inhliziyo yakho ayiphukile— ikhetha ekugcineni okubukeka…funda kabanzi

Wena wawuyisithunzi sokukhanya kwami Ingabe uzizwe thina? Okwesibili Ufade Uphoxekile ukuthi umgomo wethu uphume ngaphandle Ngifuna ukukubona Uphila Uphi manje? Uphi manje? Uphi manje? Kwakungokwakho kuphela emicabangweni yami? Uphi manje? Ube kuphela emicabangweni? Uphi manje? Atlantis Phansi…funda kabanzi

Lezi zixhumanisi, lezi zifiso, lelo bumbano elingcwele seziphumelele, Le nhliziyo ayisasebenzi ngendlela efanayo, futhi indlela endala yaleso sithunzi ayisasebenzi... ❤🩹

Ngine-43 futhi ngichitha isikhathi esiningi muva nje ngicabanga kabusha ngempilo yami yonke futhi uma ngingakwazi ukuzitholela ukucoda masinyane ngizoba umphakathi ophelele. Ngizame ukukhiqiza umculo kanye neMisebenzi Eyakhayo kodwa akuzange kusebenze futhi yonke injabulo nokusha kwalokho…funda kabanzi
Ngezinye izikhathi uhlangana nomuntu ofanele ngesikhathi esifanele. Uthando luyiqiniso. Uxhumano luzwakala lungelula. Ngokokuqala, akukho okukhathazayo. Futhi lokho kwenza kube buhlungu kakhulu. Ngoba noma konke kuzwa kahle… ngandlela thile akukaze kube meant to last. Hhayi ngoba uthando…funda kabanzi
Kwakukhona iminyaka lapho ngalways ngicabanga ngokuphela kwempilo yami, ngizama ukusika imithambo yami, ngidonsa umzimba wami emgwaqweni, ngidla okuthile okungcolile nje ngoba ngangidabukile futhi ngikhathele yile ndawo. futhi kulolo suku ngazizwa ngikhona uNkulunkulu empilweni yami, njalo lapho…funda kabanzi
Ngiyiqala ngamanzi abandayo ane-slice eyodwa ye-cucumber. Ubhala phansi umyalo wami futhi uyamamatheka. Ukukhathazeka kuqhamuka kimi— izindebe zami zomile kakhulu, ikholoni yami iphelile, igumbi lishisa ngokuzumayo. Ngizama ukuphefumula. Ngifaka umoya, ngiphume umthwalo— kodwa ngaphambi kokuthi…funda kabanzi
Ngabe abantu basakholelwa ekuthandaneni? Ngibone ukuthi sekuphelelwe yisikhathi kakhulu, njengoba ngibukele abanye bekhula njengengane.
Isihloko: "Phansi kwesibhakabhaka esinamagagasi" UMarina ubekade ethakazelisa olwandle, ukuhamba nokuma kwalo kuveza imizwa yakhe. Kulobu busuku, njengoba emi phezulu kwedekhi yeqhuqhuva likayise, inyanga ikhipha imigwaqo yesiliva phezu kwamanzi, uzwe umuzwa omkhulu wokufuna—kodwa hhayi…funda kabanzi
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Wena, mina, nonke sinazo izilonda zethu. Ezinye seziye zashabalala, kodwa ezinye sizithwele kuze kube namuhla. Ngezinye izikhathi sifisa ukuthi singazikhulula, kodwa uma sibheka emuva, lezi zilonda zishayile ubani thina namuhla🤧
1. I-outfit yakho ephakeme... A. Izingubo ezithambile, izingubo ezikhululekile, nemibala ethambile B. I-denim, izicathulo, i-flannel, nezinto eziphilayo zangaphandle C. I-sneakers, izingxenye ezinemifanekiso, nezimpahla zomgwaqo eziveza D. I-tweed, ama-sweater, ama-trousers, nezendlalelo…funda kabanzi
Kodwa nisenokuhlangana

Ngaphandle kokuphuma, ngizizwa ngithola amagagasi amaningi okwesaba okukhulu ngaphandle kwesizathu sangempela. Lokhu kwenzeka ngenkathi ngibuka ividiyo ethi 'lets game it out' ku-YouTube. Ngishayele i-ambulensi ngilindele ukuba ngibe ne-heart attack kuphela ngagcina ngibambe kahle ukwesaba…funda kabanzi
Namuhla ngithenge ikomishi enkulu ye-ice cream, kungaba i-cookie ne-cream noma i-Oreo. Ngiphinde ngathatha i-latte, i-Coke, kanye nebhakede leqhwa. Ngokumangalisayo, noma mhlawumbe okungajabulisi, kungani le latte ibinokunambitheka okukhulu futhi ingenamasi? Ngempela ngiyathanda ama-lattes.…funda kabanzi

Ekugcineni, impilo engiyiphila phakathi kwamakhasi iyafana ncamashi nanoma iyiphi engake ngiyazi. Zigcwele ilanga, imvula, iphunga, nosawoti; ngehleko nosizi, ukuhlakanipha nokuphoxeka. Ziphila kimi, futhi ngazo, zingathinta impilo yabanye. Ukubhala kuyubuciko bokuphila ngaphezu kwemikhawulo,…funda kabanzi

"Kungani uthathe isikhathi eside kangaka?" Wathi kimi. Izinyembezi ziqhubeka ziwela ezinyaweni zakhe. Kwakungekho okuningi engangikwazi ukukusho ngaphandle kokuthi "ngiyaxolisa" okuncane. "Kulungile, ngisakuthanda." wathi kancane Ephukile futhi ehlukunyezwa, ngimbambe ngothando ezandleni zami.…funda kabanzi
“Umlingani Engimfunayo” Ngifuna kuphela yena— kungani le mphefumulo iqhubeka kuphuma kimi. Ihamba ezinsukwini zami njengomoya opholile, idonsa imicabango yami ibheke egameni elilodwa engikwazi ukukholdingela ngezandla zami. Ngiyamthanda— futhi le ntando ibuhlungu ngezindlela…funda kabanzi
Uthole imicabango yami, ngokuphelele,Impilo yami ayisasebenzi. Konke okwakungihola.Kukhona manje kuphela umsindo, ophumile futhi uphume. Uthole umphefumulo wami, uthole ingqondo yami,Kepha akukhathaleki—kukhona ezandleni ezingcono manje. Nakuba isikhathi esincane sesisele,Sikhathi silahlekelwe…funda kabanzi
Abanye bethu baphakanyiswe ukuba bahloniphe imingcele, ukuba besabe indlela imibala eyayifuna ukuhlanganisa. Sifake amaphupho ethu ezikhwameni ezihlelelekile, futhi sathanda yonke imvume ethule "ukuzithoba." Khona-ke impilo yafika ingenamathambo, ihlanza imithetho ngezandla ezigcwele…funda kabanzi

Kungani sithola sithanda umuntu esesimazi kahle ongakaze asithande ngendlela efanayo? Kungani kufanele kube omunye wabangani bethu—lowo esingafanele ukuwa ngaye? Kuyamangalisa, akunjalo? Uselfonela ukuthi usuhambile, ukuthi lezi zizwa seziphumelele zaba yinto encane futhi engalapheki. Uthando…( kulungiswe )funda kabanzi
Ngisanda ukubuka umcimbi wesiteji kaFrankenstein noBenedict Cumberbatch futhi lokho bekuyinto emangalisayo ngempela. Ngizizwa ngigcwele amandla okudala. Ngithola imibono yokubhala ukuxhumana nomphakathi kaFrankenstein ngo-3am, ngijolise futhi ngiphendula imibono emangalisayo engqondweni yami,…funda kabanzi
Hhayi uhlobo olungamanga—izihloko ezikhangayo "Ngiphukile lol"—kodwa ubunzima bokwenyama obuqinile obuphuma kuyo yonke into. Uhlobo oluphila ezihlalweni zakho ezilondoloziwe, ezithombeni zakho ezibuyisiwe ebusuku, indlela ophumula ngayo kumavidiyo azwakala sengathi enziwe ngawe. Ngiyazi ngoba…funda kabanzi
Kwaba usuku lwami oluhle lapho ngisakwazi ukusibona sikhula ekuseni, indlovukazi yephunga lempelasonto.( kulungiswe )


Umoya uhamba ekugcineni, ngaphakathi kwezikhala ezingapheli zezinkumbulo zesiliva, nami ngihamba eduze kwemifula ethule lapho ukuhleka kwethu okwakukhona kusemoyeni kuvuma kancane emathafeni okuphila okungapheli. Kwakukhona izinsuku esibambe umhlaba ezandleni zethu ezithuthumelayo, izinsuku…funda kabanzi
