Despair-Community

A day

A day, shall be used in a manner of purpose. Used as nothing, wasted in a glimpse of despair. Lost to a feeling, emptiness it might be called. A thought, overshadowed by a sickness of silence. Time, held hostage in the ache of stillness. The mind, drawn inward by weight without name. A... mehr lesen

Trapped within (sorry auf Englisch)

Trapped in a body that won’t heed my plea, A silent rebellion resides within me. No strength to gather, no power to keep, In my hands and legs, the losses run deep. Each effort fades, like a fleeting dream, A shadow of what I could have been. The mirror reflects a truth hard to face, A shell of... mehr lesen

In der Rolle aufgehen oder Unangenehmes abfedern?

Als Spielleiter versuche ich immer mal wieder, intensive und immersive Erlebnisse zu schaffen. Gerade bei Horror-Szenen, traurigen Momenten oder dramatischen Verlusten merke ich aber: Oft federn die Spielerinnen und Spieler die Stimmung dann mit Witzen oder Meta-Kommentaren ab – oder man wechselt... mehr lesen

Felling guilty

Ok, maybe the title is misleading. I know that there is conflict all the time, fighting all the time, hunger, death and poverty all the time, and live goes on. But since the conflict escalated I can’t shake this feeling of being completely useless living alongside everything. Maybe it’s the fact... mehr lesen

New day new song

Verse 1 Painted smiles, hiding tears inside, In a world of masks, we try to confide, Searching for warmth in a crowded scene, But underneath, we're not what we seem. Pre-Chorus Flickering lights, laughter in the air, But in the silence, we're lost in despair, Chasing a dream that's slipping... (bearbeitet) mehr lesen

Song: devils temptation Wrote by me

Verse 1 Lost in the shadows, I'm drifting away, A soul adrift, searching for a way, Caught in the crossfire of demons within, Whispering lies, a devilish spin. Pre-Chorus Temptation's grip, a seductive hold, Leading me astray, into the cold, A dance with darkness, a dangerous rhyme, Straying from... mehr lesen