Jagat

Psychology

Selflove

Change

change

If nothing changes in my life in the foreseeable future, I feel like the universe is bound and determined to make me live out the rest of my life playing cribbage with my mom.

I love my mom... But that is a seriously depressing thought.

If nothing changes...

Lamun euweuh nu robah dina kahirupan kuring dina mangsa nu bakal datang, kuring ngarasa yén jagat raya geus terikat jeung pasti pikeun ngajadikeun kuring ngaliwat sisa kahirupan kuring maén cribbage jeung indung kuring.

Kuring bogoh ka indung kuring... Tapi éta téh pikiran anu bener-bener nyedih.

Lamun euweuh nu robah...

The holidays are difficult for many people for various reasons, myself included.

Liburan téh hésé pikeun loba jalma pikeun rupa-rupa alesan, kuring ogé kaasup.

Just a clip but actual is hard to choose

Ngan hiji klip tapi sabenerna hésé milih

Before and after.......

Sateuacan sareng saatos.......

💙🩷

Have a little Hope, I have a lot to go around.

universe

I could use some #help from others that feel that same.

 I feel like it's important that #boo changes for the better.

 I don't know why but I do. Maybe a sense of justice because thos app was advertised as being different. 

I just wonder "how"?. I believe in "be the #change you want to see".

How do we make boo a better place

Abdi tiasa nganggo sababaraha #bantuan ti batur anu ngarasa sami.

 Abdi ngarasa yén penting yén #boo robih ka arah anu langkung saé.

 Abdi henteu terang kunaon tapi abdi ngalakukeun. Meureun rasa kaadilan sabab aplikasi ieu diiklankeun salaku anu béda.

Abdi ngan ukur heran "kumaha"?. Abdi percanten "jadikeun #parobahan anu anjeun hoyong tingali".

Kumaha urang tiasa ngajantenkeun boo tempat anu langkung saé

2021❤️ 2022🫀 2023💔 2024❤️‍🩹 2025🪨

My heart😞

Hatiku😞

Everybody has gone through something that has changed them in a way that they could never go back to the person
they were once.

Sadayana parantos ngaliwat hal anu parantos ngarobih aranjeunna dina cara anu aranjeunna moal tiasa uih deui ka jalma anu aranjeunna kantos.

books

Each book has ideas that challenge, empower, bewilder, and inspire us 🥸

And so each book we read is part of the evolution of our being 🪄

#reading #change

We never are, are we? 📚

Unggal buku gaduh ideu anu nangtang, nguatkeun, ngabingungkeun, sareng ngainspirasi urang 🥸

Janten unggal buku anu urang baca mangrupikeun bagian tina évolusi diri urang 🪄

#reading #change

Urang teu pernah, leres? 📚

Going 14 years sober this year!! 
DOGS > Drugs. 

My passion became my saving grace, I save dogs, and God saved me. There's never been an animal who's come here that I didn't feel was brought here by Jesus, and I thank you lord everyday for giving me opportunities to stay healthy, happy, and alive. The pain we endure in life can make us weak, hard, selfish, destructive, among other things. You have to accept you want peace to find your peace. 🙏🙏
Chasing chaos will not heal you, whatever you may be struggling with as an obstacle in life, remember those struggles are temporary and you will reach your goals, be patient with yourself, love yourself, forgive yourself. 🙏❤️

You don't know what you don't know.

Ngaliwatan 14 taun sober taun ieu!! 
Anjing > Narkoba.

Kecintaan kuring janten rahmat anu nyalametkeun, kuring nyalametkeun anjing, sareng Gusti nyalametkeun kuring. Teu pernah aya sato anu sumping ka dieu anu kuring henteu ngarasa dibawa ku Yesus, sareng kuring hatur nuhun ka anjeun Gusti unggal dinten pikeun masihan kuring kasempetan pikeun tetep séhat, bagja, sareng hirup. Nyeri anu urang alami dina kahirupan tiasa ngajantenkeun urang lemah, keras, egois, ngancurkeun, diantara hal-hal sanés. Anjeun kedah nampa yén anjeun hoyong perdamaian pikeun mendakan perdamaian anjeun. 🙏🙏
Ngudag kekacauan moal nyageurkeun anjeun, naon waé anu anjeun tiasa berjuang salaku halangan dina kahirupan, émut yén perjuangan éta samentawis sareng anjeun bakal ngahontal tujuan anjeun, sabar sareng diri anjeun, cinta diri anjeun, ngahampura diri anjeun. 🙏❤️

Anjeun teu terang naon anu anjeun teu terang.

poetry

Because that summer
The grass was greener,
The skies were clearer,
And the birds slept earlier.

That summer,
His faults…
Were diagnosed as Obscure,
And justice was served.

That summer,
His reflection was mine —
He saw me from a distance
And told me what I was missing.

Control —
An addiction.
Riddance —
The mission.

This winter,
She let go of the dichotomy of freedom she thought she'd miss —
The constantly bitter taste that rested on her lips —
And found a new love, and respect,
Even the Ice Queen couldn't resist.

#schizophrenia #mentalhealth #change #growth #selflove

Laundry Clips

Kusabab usum panas éta
Rumputna leuwih héjo,
Langitna leuwih jelas,
Sareng manuk-manukna sare leuwih awal.

Usum panas éta,
Kasalahanana…
Didiagnosis salaku Teu Jelas,
Sareng kaadilan parantos dilaksanakeun.

Usum panas éta,
Refleksina nyaéta milik kuring —
Manéhna ningali kuring ti jauh
Sareng nyarioskeun naon anu kuring hilap.

Kontrol —
Hiji kecanduan.
Ngaleungitkeun —
Misi.

Usum tiris ieu,
Manéhna ngaleupaskeun dikotomi kabébasan anu dipikiranana bakal leungit —
Rasa pait anu terus-terusan anu cicing di bibirna —
Sareng mendakan cinta anyar, sareng hormat,
Sanaos Ratu Es henteu tiasa nolak. 

#schizophrenia #mentalhealth #change #growth #selflove

Klip Laundry

Maybe all we need is change.

Sanaos anu pangleutikna ogé tiasa urang laksanakeun.

Meureun anu diperlukeun téh robah.

I DARE U To Do It . !

Kuring Ngarasa U Pikeun Ngalakukeunana . !

Changes

Robahan

December is the perfect time to decide what to carry with us into the new year and what to let go. Let’s be ruthless in choosing what (and who) no longer serves us, communicate with compassion to those we need to part ways with, and make space for better, more amazing people and opportunities to enter our lives.

Allow yourself to mourn the losses and grieve what didn’t work out. But don’t forget to honor the moments and people who helped you grow and love yourself more, even amidst the storms ✨

Remember: releasing is not just about endings but about creating room for a new, brighter beginning. 

Here’s to stepping into the new year lighter, stronger, and ready for everything we deserve! 

#change #people #selflove #newbeginnings #transformations

Now is the time, friends 🙏

Bulan Désémber mangrupikeun waktos anu sampurna pikeun mutuskeun naon anu kedah dibawa sareng urang ka taun anyar sareng naon anu kedah dileupaskeun. Hayu urang tegas dina milih naon (sareng saha) anu henteu deui ngabantosan urang, komunikasi kalayan welas asih ka jalma-jalma anu kedah urang pisah, sareng nyiptakeun rohangan pikeun jalma-jalma anu langkung saé, langkung luar biasa sareng kasempetan pikeun asup kana kahirupan urang.

Iijinkeun diri anjeun pikeun ngaraos leungit sareng ngaduh naon anu henteu hasil. Tapi ulah hilap pikeun ngahormatan momen sareng jalma-jalma anu ngabantosan anjeun tumbuh sareng langkung mikanyaah ka diri anjeun, sanajan di tengah badai ✨

Inget: ngaleupaskeun sanés ngan ukur ngeunaan ahir tapi ngeunaan nyiptakeun rohangan pikeun awal anyar anu langkung caang.

Ieu pikeun léngkah kana taun anyar kalayan langkung hampang, langkung kuat, sareng siap pikeun sagala hal anu pantes urang! 

#change #people #selflove #newbeginnings #transformations

Ayeuna waktosna, rerencangan 🙏

If you only say you're sorry and promise to never do it again. Yet do it again. 
If you say you want to change your life, yet you keep doing the something again and again. Without making an attempt to achieve change. 
If you dont like how you treat others or you yet you keep doing it. 
Saying something while your actions shows something else. Your words are meaningless.

Words mean nothing. Actions do

Lamun anjeun ngan saukur nyebutkeun anjeun nyesel sareng jangji moal ngalakukeun deui. Tapi ngalakukeun deui. 
Lamun anjeun nyebutkeun anjeun hoyong ngarobih kahirupan anjeun, tapi anjeun tetep ngalakukeun hal anu sami deui sareng deui. Tanpa usaha pikeun ngahontal parobahan. 
Lamun anjeun henteu resep kumaha anjeun perlakuan ka batur atanapi anjeun tapi anjeun tetep ngalakukeunana. 
Nyebutkeun hiji hal sedengkeun laku lampah anjeun nunjukkeun hal anu sanés. Kecap anjeun teu bermakna.

Kecap teu hartosna nanaon. Laku lampah anu hartos

💯

Lying, staring at the darkness
Feeling the cool breeze through my bones 
Turning my heart to stone

Bohong, ningali ka poék
Ngarasa angin tiis ngaliwatan tulang kuring 
Ngahijikeun hate kuring jadi batu

🏃🏼‍♀️🤸🏼‍♀️🏌🏼‍♀️😌

Trying x

Ngarah x

philosophy

#change

#robah

walk through storms and see rainbows 
#life #love #change #goodness

Love yourself

leumpang ngaliwatan badai jeung ningali pelangi 
#hirup #cinta #parobahan #kabagjaan

Cinta ka diri sorangan

I grew up in California near Oakland. Chicago is misery to me because I can't do a damn thing without money and everything's so damn expensive, far away, and parking is damn near $20 an hour. My cigarettes cost that much money. And half the year I'm stuck indoors because it's raining, cold, and snowing. Omfg 🤦‍♀️

When change is bad.

Abdi tumuwuh di California deukeut Oakland. Chicago téh kasangsaraan pikeun abdi sabab abdi teu tiasa ngalakukeun naon waé tanpa artos sareng sagalana mahal pisan, jauh, sareng parkir ampir $20 per jam. Rokok abdi hargana sarua. Sareng satengah taun abdi terjebak di jero ruangan sabab hujan, tiis, sareng salju. Omfg 🤦‍♀️

Nalika parobahan téh goréng.

Everything changes

Sadayana robah

The ripples in a stream
Are changes —
To everything nearby that creates them.

Our illusions become real
Because of how we feel
About what it means to stay still…
Still in the moment; and still with meaning.

Dead ends from here,
Are new ways over there.
Find light in the dark
by animating both sides.

A sturdy gait,
A walk
On the rocks,
See through another day — It’s coming.
See yourself
In the eyes of your own creation.

#illusion #change #hardtimes #mentalhealth #growth

Mid-Season Mirage

Gelombang di aliran
Ieu parobahan —
Ka sagala anu caket anu nyiptakeunana.

Ilusi urang janten nyata
Kusabab kumaha urang ngarasa
Ngeunaan naon hartina tetep tenang…
Tenang dina momen; sareng tetep bermakna.

Titik mati ti dieu,
Ieu cara anyar di dinya.
Manggihan cahaya di gelap
ku ngahirupkeun dua sisi.

Langkah anu kuat,
Léngkah
Di batu,
Ningali ngalangkungan dinten anu sanés — Éta bakal datang.
Ningali diri anjeun
Dina panon ciptaan anjeun sorangan.

#ilusi #parobahan #waktususah #kaséhatanmental #pertumbuhan

Robah

I can play better than you

Abdi tiasa maén langkung saé tibatan anjeun

Second

Sadayana pantes meunang kasempetan kadua.

Kadua

1. Stop complaining and appreciate how lucky you are every day

2. Embrace loneliness and reinvent yourself in the process.

3. Say goodbye to the people that don’t bring positive energy into your life

4. Commit to the goals you set and never look back

Steps to change your life

1. Eureun ng抱抱 sareng hargaan sabaraha untungna anjeun unggal poé

2. Nampa kasunyian sareng reinven diri anjeun dina prosésna.

3. Ucapkeun pamit ka jalma-jalma anu henteu mawa énergi positif kana hirup anjeun

4. Komitmen kana tujuan anu anjeun atur sareng ulah ningali deui

Léngkah-léngkah pikeun ngarobih hirup anjeun

I have been in a monogamous relationship for around 10 years. I am not what I would consider "easy" (even if you are, 0 judgement there from me). I use makeup and outfits to express myself and bring joy into my life. 
Where I AM a sexual being, I am very careful who I give my energy to.
So it's actually really disgusting and distressing to me when a random cis man slips into my DMS and tells me all the vile ways he wants to violate me. 
It's not on! This is why I moved away from other dating apps (part of it).
Please call these people out and report them. Be the change you want to see. 

This one particular person was obviously an incell anyway as they went on about how is do it for "chad". Dude, you do not know me and you will never get to know me. 

He then went on to tell me how I clearly love and want this kind of attention! No! I want to feel good in this flesh suit that I have issues loving.

I might have actually chatted to you if you weren't so gross and disrespectful. If you wouldn't post that stuff publicly to me then don't think you get away with doing it privately. 

(I'm not saying all men <3 I know many lovely and respectful gentlemen).

#boo #change #gross

Please don't slip into DMS like this

Kuring parantos aya dina hubungan monogami salami kira-kira 10 taun. Kuring sanés naon anu kuring anggap "gampang" (sanajan anjeun, 0 penilaian ti kuring). Kuring nganggo makeup sareng baju pikeun nganyatakeun diri sareng mawa kabagjaan kana kahirupan kuring. 
Dimana kuring mangrupikeun mahluk seksual, kuring pisan ati-ati ka saha kuring masihan énergi kuring.
Jadi, éta sabenerna pisan ngaganggu sareng nyusahkeun kuring nalika lalaki cis acak asup ka DMS kuring sareng nyaritakeun sagala cara jahat anu anjeunna hoyong ngalanggar kuring. 
Ieu henteu pantes! Ieu sababna kuring ngalih ti aplikasi kencan anu sanés (salah sahiji alesan).
Mangga sebutkeun jalma-jalma ieu sareng lapor ka aranjeunna. Jadilah parobahan anu anjeun hoyong tingali. 

Jalma anu khusus ieu jelas-jelas mangrupikeun incell sabab anjeunna nyarioskeun kumaha anjeunna ngalakukeunana pikeun "chad". Sobat, anjeun henteu terang kuring sareng anjeun moal pernah terang kuring. 

Anjeun teras nyarioskeun kumaha kuring jelas-jelas resep sareng hoyong perhatian sapertos kieu! Henteu! Kuring hoyong ngarasa saé dina jas daging ieu anu kuring gaduh masalah pikeun mikanyaah.

Kuring tiasa waé ngobrol sareng anjeun upami anjeun henteu kotor sareng henteu hormat. Upami anjeun henteu bakal nyebarkeun hal-hal éta sacara umum ka kuring, maka ulah pikir anjeun tiasa ngalakukeunana sacara pribadi. 

(Kuring henteu nyarios sadaya lalaki <3 Kuring terang seueur lalaki anu saé sareng hormat).

#boo #parobahan #kotor

Mangga ulah asup ka DMS sapertos kieu

Re-introduce yourself...

Credit @itsmahree from Tumblr

Need to and have to, so I did...

Perkenalan deui diri anjeun...

Kredit @itsmahree ti Tumblr

Perlu sareng kedah, janten abdi ngalakukeun...

Book ( We hope this reaches you in time)

Buku (Mudah-mudahan ieu nepi ka anjeun dina waktosna)

On bended knee

Dina sujud

Message.

Pesan.

When you're at your wits end... broke and broken down... Sometimes you just gotta sacrifice your eyebrows and build with sweat equity.

#disability #mentalhealth #fitness #change

The lengths we go to...

Nalika anjeun di ahir akal... bangkrut sareng ruksak... Kadang-kadang anjeun kedah ngorbankeun alis anjeun sareng ngawangun kalayan keringat.

#disability #mentalhealth #fitness #change

Change Community

Lamun euweuh nu robah...

Liburan téh hésé pikeun loba jalma pikeun rupa-rupa alesan, kuring ogé kaasup.

Ngan hiji klip tapi sabenerna hésé milih

Sateuacan sareng saatos.......

💙🩷

Kumaha urang tiasa ngajantenkeun boo tempat anu langkung saé

Naha hal-hal anu parantos hilap masih kagungan kuring?

Ayeuna goréng😑

Patarosan poé

Sunda nu digawé

🐺

Rencana oge..