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Somber Autumn The leaves outside. Beautiful yellow and red. Taking it all in stride. The smell of pine and words unsaid. This is the place where I fall. Yet, I refuse to stall. Retrospective solitude All alone. Mind of stone. My life has shown. Relationships flown. Creatures... read more

The House That No Longer Had Her Name🌙

She had said no to herself a thousand times. No when her fingers hovered over his name. No when loneliness disguised itself as hope. No when memory arrived wearing the perfume of old promises. She had spent days gathering the shattered pieces of herself from places he had left broken. Days... read more

Not all relationship meant to continue.

There comes a point when protecting your peace becomes more important than proving your point. When you get tired of repeating yourself, defending your intentions, and fighting battles that only leave you emotionally exhausted. So instead of creating more noise, you choose silence. Instead of... read more

Please I'm over holding it in 😅

Finally, it happened.

Here I am, posting after a VERY long time. Everything has been messed up for me through out the past three months. but there was something, one small source of light, in all that darkness. Someone, to be exact. Someone I was giving up on finding. Someone I was convinced was just a... read more

Hei

Hey, this is me—learning to live with a tight chest and a mind that's never truly at peace. I carry wounds with me wherever I go, wounds from betrayed trust, from lies that erode self-esteem, from separations that leave me solitude for too long. There are days when waking up feels like a mistake,... read more