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Well I recently moved churches due to a problem about this Filipino Christan church. It’s been like 22 years I was baptized and to be honest with you I don’t know Tagalog and going to this church was a burden because my grandma like still keeping this promise with my grandpa but he eventually passed away in 2012. I did grant my grandpa wish to serve the church during the mass and then I realized that religion wasn’t my thing. At 5am every Sunday we always go church, and then the worst part is listening to all those names they are calling (about 200-300 names) yes I am not exaggerating this because i know people pray for these people but every Sunday are you serious?. Yes these people pay $$ to celebrate their birthday in front of the table. And so my grandma was forced to take the church calendar knowing that they know her own memory loss condition.. I don’t trust this church or the people in this church. Today this new Catholic Church, it was way shorter then the church I went to in the past and I won’t be converting to catholic because I want to be free from these beliefs.