Just another unknown

The older I get, the more I get confused with all the things happening around me. Everyone seems busy, planning their futures, my circles are getting married one by one, my colleagues are putting up their businesses, and here I am, thinking what should I do to prolong the weekend. The thing is, I know what I want to be. I know where I want to go. I know what I want to do. But everything seems beyond my control, everything seems not for me to do today. It feels like I will make a bad decision if I follow my heart. It feels like passion is worthless unless it will make money for me to live another day. I envy those people who know how they will do things to become more successful, while here I am, just trying to be the best version of myself. But you know what, I envy more the people who have the resources to be the version they want for themselves. –Markx Artwork by samiya.jpg Ctto