Eduard Ey

Posted Sunday, April 21, 2024

23d

INFP

Virgo

8

7

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🫥 I envy those who at least have the freedom to choose, or at least the impression they can make a choice from what life gave them.. I can choose from my fixed set of cards, do I let someone else get hurt and suffer, someone who is close family and took care of me as a kid, or I will be the one that gets hurt and once again give up on what I want? Why does it always resume to this, why does my life always revolve around this? Just one thing left that can make me forget. At least when I am at work, if I have enough things to do, I will no longer think about anything else. If i am tired enough maybe i can sleep. Enjoy the small things in life so you can be happy - it feels so useless and fake, i feel fake. I hope no one reads this. Is part of what i feel but i hope it is not seen. The cards are the same, miracles do not happen. I still wish for a beautiful dream but no matter how hard I work, the results are the same. To post and forget about it or to delete. It is good to be no one on the internet.