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Morning kickstart

At least stomach alerts you when it is empty, but brain 🧠 my dear 😭😭😭

Missing my clear skin. 😢

Can someone still accept me just the way as I am rn???human version of dalmatian.

🥰 Love is all you need 🥰

Or is it....? What do you think?

Not worthy 💔

Beats the beat, break the broke , cannot fix the things u totally done 💔💔 (edited)

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When mom mandated me to dress up like a real woman.

Feel free to say something about this. 😁

Sorry if I hurt you before. 😘

Anyone who objects???

If only smiling can really remove the pain. 😑 then i'd rather won't stop smiling so i won't feel any pain all over again.

The worst kind of pain is that when you're smiling just to stop your tears from falling.

Got lazy. 😑

Sorry my body. Can't make it up to you again.

I noticed something in my inbox...

Some of the guys already blocked me, thinking what did I do wrong to them? Or maybe am just really ugly so they just throw me out like a trash. 😆 well, thanks to them. Know am really aware of it. Hahaha!

The problem is: No HIM. 😆

Agree???

Wishing everyone feeling less than merry peace and comfort. ❤️‍🩹

Drying up my meds again.

This is how I do it. 🙄 Alcohol,clips and tissue on the side. Just in case I needed to wipe up some excess ones.

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Everytime i addressed something that bothered me, I became the problem.

Bottles up!

For us who keeps on trying to be strong enough to survive on each of our own life battles. Rest if you got tired but never let lose. Don't let your weaknesses kill you on the inside.

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i hate how quickly my eyes get filled with tears whenever i'm hurt or angry

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U already sleep then suddenly u wake up and miss that person 😭

What's your definition of beauty?

I just took a shower and as I look into myself in the mirror. I felt like am a big dirt about to be thrown in a garbage truck.

A line I've been longing for.

But noone ever wanted to tell me this. 😢 Even let me feel that way. Gonna live alone forever.

Someone made me this...

It's a big mistake. Am Dumb! 😆

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Dang! 😑

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As always. Home alone again.

So come. Let's eat. 😊

Sorry. Not your type to be proud of. 😆

I dunno how to pump it up. Hahah!

Woke up like this.

Than a student just came in suddenly. Can't even leave her for quite a minute. She's afraid of doggos/keeps on crying coz she misses her mom ahead. So now am multi-tasking again. Waiting for few minutes to let her cry while watching. 😆 (edited)

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Happiest Birthday to my lilbro Nathan!!! 😑😢😇

Misses you so much nonong.

Would you still love me the same???

Just woke up.

Imagine am talking to you. 😆

Haven't sleep yet...

Rushing some projects. So okay. Gonna zip lots of energy drinks now. 😔

Sometimes even if you already let go of the past...

There will always be a time that some memories are flashing back on your mind and you just started crying without even noticing it and just suddenly remembering all of the moments you were really missing for; worst is the person/people you were with there on those memories are gone and can't even… read more

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Life

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Slept too late. Then just woke up too early again.