I read something about...

Taxi cab theory and thought: This is why I dislike the trial and error feature of dating lol I have been thinking it's kind of unfair that you spend all that time and effort only to end up back to where you started if the other person decide that they don't really want you anymore. Why even bother to start when you're not sure they're your endgame? That's just selfish and impulsive which makes it unfair especially if the other person went all in. :/ Just don't start anything if you're not ready. That's what I've learned throughout the years. And I'm living it. Despite me wanting a relationship so bad. Because I don't want to settle and I don't want to inconvenience someone else anymore. If I find the one, the real the one, not the one that I chose to be the one, then I'll start dating again. I'll just leave it all to the universe since that works. 😌