Jerrod

Posted Saturday, November 5, 2022

1y

INTJ

Pisces

4

5

How do I start from Square 1?

One of the many casualties of COVID, my social life. I have none. If I wanted to make plans tonight, I can't, my contacts are "mom", "dad", and "coworker 1+2". I feel so ostracized and left out by everyone, but I know the sad reality is that I'm in fact on the autism spectrum slightly, and I simply wasn't born with the same social skills/ability to connect as others, I want to so badly, but I don't even know where to begin. I want a real connection with someone, I want someone to just BS with, I want a mentor, I want a romantic partner, I want it all to be honest, and it just seems unattainable for me despite being a straight A student, having an amazing career, and being vastly capable in other areas, but not socializing, if that were a class that were graded, I'd be expelled with an F-. Not to sound desperate, but in reality I truly am, would anyone want to message me tonight? If so, hit me up, won't post about our convo on here like some toxic people I've met like to do, would just be you me and the world. My inbox is more than open, it's promiscuous.