Processing~

⚠️ Trigger warning : can be intense or spooky for some ⚠️ send you loves hehe 💕 don't read if you can't deal with it or reject it. Wish you all well 💖 . . . I had a dream that reminded me of how I was treated in the past in an environment where people compared themselves and others heavily, unfairly, cause they insecure deep inside, trying to make themselves feel better by making others miserable or feel worse than them. Some would go as far as not wanting you to ever be happy again. Keep bleeding on others. The moment you smile, or celebrate an achievement, they get triggered and do you dirty 😆 well a lot of people are like this in the world And then they want to make it my problem even when I don't want it and forced me to be more mature than the adults since a very young age. I chose to separate, and build my own path or way of seeing things. And of course the narcissists (or borderline narcissistic whatever) or crazies! didn't like that. Trying to tell me what to do. Some demonic sheets I do reckon 😆 ego bruised cause I didn't "respect" their "authority" or what they say. They don't deserve any power anyway. Sheesh. They weren't even my immediate family 😆 And one of them gave me a present that says "Rude" written on it 😂😂😂 so petty!~ lol. Thinking I'm judgmental. And I'm like whaaat? Weren't you the one that gossips about people behind their backs? Going around talking sheets about people, even the people you care about? There's no honor in you, how dareeee! 😂 And then to be hit with the other side gossip telling me I have ancient wisdom but still approaching it like new. Heck nawww! 😂 It's different when it comes from a hooman but from the other side? I thought they'd be more understanding... Must be demons. Try going through cptsd then you can talk you evilzsss What I can't be human?! I just wanted to be free 😒 to err is to hooman. To hooman is to err 😂 I like being carefree. Of course the other jaded adults can't relate lol. It your own fault for cutting that side of you out anyway. Nothing to do with me. I've been here long enough sheesh what do you know. God bless us all 💖🎉... except the demons 🤣 Oh don't worry. I'm just ranting cause a part of me wish the world would wake up I guess but obviously they won't. Maybe in a different lifetime. Maybe. But I don't really care cause it's not for me to 😆 and I don't really wish for them to change. They should want it for themselves. I respect free will