Umphakathi we-Apathy
Umphakathi we-apathy, ingxoxo, nokudingida.
26 IMIMOYA
KONKE
apathy
Hlangana Nabantu Abasha
OKULANDAYO
Umphakathi we-apathy, ingxoxo, nokudingida.
26 IMIMOYA
KONKE
apathy
Hlangana Nabantu Abasha
OKULANDAYO
Okuthunyelwe Okuhlobene
Ifilimu yopopayi yempi nedrama Ifilimu ehamba phambili ye-Ghibli (ngokubona kwami) eveza ubuhlanya babantu, ukunganaki, uthando, ukunakekela, ukulahlekelwa, ubuhlungu, usizi, ukungabikho nokufa. Akuyona ifilimu yopopayi evamile “ekwenza uzizwe ujabule”. Isilinganiso sami ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐✨

Ngakho sekuphele isikhathi. Kwesinye isikhathi kusuka emhlabeni ophansi, lapho konke kwenzeka khona. Ezinyangeni eziyisithupha ezedlule ngiphume ngibe yindoda eyayithanda ibe yindoda ebuyela emuva, eyazizwa sengathi ibuyela emuva eminyakeni engu-17 lapho yayifuna kuphela ukuthandwa ngalokho…( kulungiswe )funda kabanzi
Kodwa kuyiqiniso. Lo nyaka ikakhulukazi, ngihlangabezane nokukhathala okukhulu kakhulu. Ukukhathala okukhulu kwemizwa nokungabi nandaba okuphansi kakhulu. Uziphatha kanjani uma ukhathala?

Kube nezinyanga ezinzima, futhi ukuzizwa kulula, nokuzethemba ngokwami manje kuyajabulisa. Ngiyawathanda umndeni wami, futhi esikhundleni sokugxila kulokho engikakabi nakho (ukuphila komphakathi, ibhizinisi lami, njll), ngishintsha imicabango yami ibe yibonga nokuthi nginempilo kangakanani futhi…funda kabanzi

IAcedia igama lasendulo lokukhathala kokomoya, ukukhathala kwemizwa, ukulahlekelwa amandla angaphakathi, kanye nokukhathala okuncane okuvela ekuthwaleni incazelo isikhathi eside ngaphandle kokuphumula. Akuyona ukungasebenzi. Akuyona ukungathandi. Kuyisikhukhula somphefumulo.
Ngigcwele kakhulu futhi ngokuphelele nginokungaziphi kahle, ngicela usizo

Akuyena umuntu olula. Akayena onobungozi futhi. Ungumuntu owakhiwe yizifiso, ukwesaba, ukuzithanda, nokucabanga. Akukhona ukujula. Isifiso esiphuthumayo sokuthandwa ngaphandle kokuba sikhonjiswe, Ngenxa yomuntu ofanele, uzwa edonswa futhi edidekile. Ukuqonda, ukuzithiba, nokuhlanza kwemizwa…funda kabanzi
Ngizwe ukuthi kubi kakhulu ukuba ungakhathali kumuntu kunokumzonda ngqo. Uyavuma? Kungani?
Killers of the Flower Moon mhlawumbe yifilimu yami engiyithandayo kakhulu yalesi sikhathi kuze kube manje. Lokho uKing Hale (De Niro) akusho ngababantu abangakhathaleli futhi bakhohlwe kubalulekile kakhulu uma kuqhathaniswa nokungakhathali okukhulu okukhona phakathi kwabantu abaningi baseMelika.
Uthisha kanjani leli zwe luphuma ezinyaweni zalo Kuqala ngokuthi cha ekungathandi Kuzo zonke izinto unokukhetha Ingabe uzoba iphupho elithule noma usebenzise izwi lakho Uma wenza into efanele kufana nokuphakamisa umhlaba Bese izingelosi zicula futhi izulu lijabula Ukukhetha okulungile…funda kabanzi
Kukhona ifilosofi eyodwa engihlale ngiyiphila kodwa emhlabeni wanamuhla isikhumbuleka, ilula kakhulu, ithi "konke okudingekayo ukuze ububi buphumelele emhlabeni wethu wukuthi abantu abahle bangakwenzi lutho" ibizwa ngokuthi apathy, igciwane eliyisifo esiyiqiniso sesikhathi sethu. Izisho ezifana…( kulungiswe )funda kabanzi
Le misho ebhalwe lapha ayikhulumi ngabantu abafana nami Ziyizwi ezingcwele ezikhuluma phansi kakhulu kolwandle olumnyama Izithombe ezimbi ezihudulwayo ziqoqwe geometrically Imatras zezinye izincwadi ezilahlekile ezingaziwa zokuqonda Ubuqili bokuhleleka okumnyama obungakaze bukhulunywe ngisho…funda kabanzi
Umdala noma intombazane noma umuntu, obekhuluma kakhulu ekilasini. Amamaki aphansi kodwa abavuka phezulu noma kunjalo, njengoba izwe labo engqondweni zabo liyizinto ezimbalwa ezibagcina beqhubeka. Ukubhala kuyindlela engcono yokwabelana nabanye ngalokho okwenzeka ezingqondweni zethu kodwa asikwazi…funda kabanzi
Sonke sifuna amandla ngaphandle kwemithwalo Sonke sikholelwa ukuthi sifanele ukuba yizinkanyezi Sesibe yisixuku esizithanda kakhulu Esithumba abahluphekayo ukuze sithokozise abazithanda nabakhuluma Asisakwazi ukuba nomusa noma ukuzwelana Kodwa sinesithakazelo esikhulu nesithakazelo esingapheli…( kulungiswe )funda kabanzi

Le ngoma iqhubeka ivela ku-Pandora Discovery shuffle yami. Ayisiyona entsha, kodwa ngisathanda! Iphupho elinzima! ukuveza ukungabikhathali kwezizukulwane kungithinta kakhulu. Ngiyazizwa…ngiyaphika!

Esikhathini esikhona engisibonayo, Ukulandela okushisayo nokuzimisela ukuba. Ngokungafaneleka ngingene embonweni wakho kimi, Kucacile njengosuku ukuthi ubamba ukungabikhathali. Ukuba yingxenye yokuphila kwakho kusho ukulahlekelwa ukulawula, Kumela umthwalo onzima emalini yakho. Kodwa ngaphandle…funda kabanzi

As always, the thoughts expressed Are incomplete, forever undone, For my curiosity and fulfilments lies within, Questions where the answers don't resemble roman concrete But of the soil, that easily turns mud Given enough liquid volume from Precipitation from heavens above.. A prose i intend…funda kabanzi
Ngiza ngesikhathi sokudinga kwakho okukhulu Kulolu suku oluphathwa yizifiso, ukungabikhathali, uthando, nokuhlanya Inhloso yami akukhona ukuhlela izinkinga zakho ngenkathi wena nomsebenzi wakho omubi uqhubeka Kunalokho ngize ngolwazi lokuhlwanyela njengesithombo Uzofunda lokho engikufundisayo…funda kabanzi
Nonke niyazi isisho esithi "uthando lwemali luyisisekelo sonke isono" ake sihlole lokho okwesekela okwesibili uthando lwemali ubuza kahle lokho kuzoba yizifiso, ngakho manje siphila emphakathini ophila ngezifiso, ngakho-ke lokhu kuyisixuku esibi ngokwezimiso zonke ezinhle nezimbi njengoba niyazi,…( kulungiswe )funda kabanzi
Inombolo eyodwa yokuhlaselwa kwemiphakathi ukungcoliswa kokuziphatha kwabo okwamanje ukuhweba ngababantu kuyibhizinisi elikhulu kakhulu emlandweni wonke wabantu abaqoshiwe umhlaba unenkinga eziningi kuyiqiniso kodwa ukuthenga nokuthengisa kwabantu kuyicala elibi kakhulu futhi ungavuma futhi…funda kabanzi
Ngikhuluma isikhathi sokufa ngo-3:14 AM, kodwa njengoba ngikhulula ishidi, ngiyabona: uphawu endaweni yokushaya kwenhliziyo yomguli olufana ne-seal evela ku "lost" occult anime episode. Ucingo lwami luthokozisa ephaketheni lami le-scrub—umbhalo ovela kumngane wami omkhulu ocela ukuthi ngizofika,…( kulungiswe )funda kabanzi

Noma, ngabe ngiyedwa? Ingabe kukhona ofuna ukukukhathalela? Kubonakala sengathi iningi labantu abasha nabakwi-gen z sebedlule ekudabukeni nasekuthuleni. Kuyindlela yokucabanga yomhlaba wonke yokungakhathali. Kukhona okungashintsha, nokho, kuze kube uyakuphonsa.
Ngibe nezinkinga zempilo yengqondo impilo yami yonke. Ngibe nezikhathi eziningi ezinhle ohambweni lwami lokuphulukisa, futhi nezikhathi eziningi ezinzima. Ukungahleleki kwemizwa ngendlela yokuhlukana nokungakhathali kuyenzeka manje. Ngihlale ngikhathazekile ukuthi ngizophuka, ngakho esikhundleni…funda kabanzi

Ukephile yini uhlobo lokungathandi, lapho kuphela isixazululo kubonakala sengathi ukuwohloka ngokuphelele komuntu, ukuze okuthile okungahlangene nokudangala — njengoba konke kukhona — kungavela?
Meh

Izinkinga ... izingxabano ... ukungakhathali ... Kulo lonke, njengokuthi emanzini wonke umuntu uyashona, kuphela abanye abanejoliso lokulwa bathwala leli bumbulu, njengokuthi baphawule kumuntu, bathi, bheka: ngiyakwazi. Futhi omunye akakwazi ukumelana nalolu hlupho olubi, ulungele ukuthwala leli…funda kabanzi

Njalo sithula uma sibona othile ehlupheka. Into engcono ongayenza wukuba nomusa futhi unikeze ubungane bakho noma ngabe isikhathi esincane. Ukuba khona nje kumuntu kungashintsha umbono wabo. Ukudangala kuyinto enzima futhi kwenziwa kube nzima kakhulu ngenxa yokungakhathali kwabanye. Ubuqotho…( kulungiswe )funda kabanzi
Kungani wonke umuntu ezwa ungahambi kahle 🌍 ekupheleni konyaka? Izinyanga ezedlule zibonile ukukhuphuka kwe-50% emisebenzini ye-solar ☄️ 💥. I-Zwe ikwi grip yezivunguvungu ezinamandla ze-geomagnetic 🌪️ , futhi le shintsho lamandla lishintsha konke: • Izinga lamandla aphansi • Izinhlungu…funda kabanzi

Lokhu akusikho ukugxekwa, kodwa into engiyizwile ngabantu jikelele isikhathi eside. Ngiyazi ukuthi kukhona okuhle kulesi sikhathi kodwa kubonakala sengathi kukhanya - hhayi ngenxa yobubi - kodwa ngenxa yokungakhathali. Abantu bangasho kalula, "Ngazise uma udinga usizo," noma "Ngishayele noma nini…funda kabanzi
Ezindaweni ezijulile ze-depression ne-apathy, ukwelashwa ngobuciko kuba yisibani esiholayo, sikhanyisa indlela yokuzazi. Ngemibala, amafomu, nezimo, sihamba emlabathini wemizwa yethu, sikhulula izintambo ezixubile zezifiso zethu ezijulile. Ebusweni bokwakha, sithola isibindi sokubhekana nobuhlungu…funda kabanzi

Uhlupho nokulahlekelwa kusinika ukukhetha empilweni: ngabe sibuya noma sibuya? Ngabe sikhetha Ukungabikhathali noma Ukuzwelana? Ngabe sithatha umvuzo wezono ezenziwe kithi noma sizama ukuvimbela/ukwelapha lezo zono ezenziwa kwabanye?
