Today wasn't bad quite resourceful and yesterday I did everything I needed to do. I bought some free time for tomorrow so I can get more stuff done. I'm so embarrassed that I'm actually lonely. As a kid I could careless if I had a girlfriend. Now that I go out everywhere, now I feel like everywhere I look there's a couple. I know I'm not moving slow but I sure do feel like I'm stuck behind the glass. I know that I'm not ready to try again, but I always want to go into the fire because I want to get burned. Talking a lot about nothing and honestly I'm just trying to see if I can look any deeper into anything when all I feel is an empty book I can't flip. Either way it's useless task. I always sleep it off but I wish I didn't have to.

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Honestly this is kinda relatable, the best advice i can give is just keep going. Its stupid advice with not much help but sometimes thats all it takes it to keep going, keep trying, and keep hoping. Once you lose hope you lose in total and cant continue. Perhaps your future partner is past some corner but you just have to hope that you will find them. If you know your not ready to try again, work on yourself, try to be the you that you want to be.

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