Won_

Posted Wednesday, April 10, 2024

23d

INFP

Libra

I have sent this message to my ex who ghosted me..It hurts, but I am happy now.

I just wanted to share this lesson with you, before I unfollow you. These past few days, I think I am living differently from the way I used to. I feel like I am not my real self. I feel like I suddenly crossed the path; I do not know where it will go. I cannot deny that I felt happiness during these times. But after a few days, the happiness I was feeling suddenly disappeared, and there is nowhere to find it again. I tried to look for it; I asked somebody; I approached random people. wishing, hoping, and believing that maybe the happiness I am trying to look for is with them. Unfortunately, they don't have it. It's not with them. I felt sad. It hurts, especially from the inside. I became emotionally unstable... But I thank God because He is building me up, He continuously inspires me, for me not to lose hope, and for me to continue to live. He was the one who made me realize that life, especially our own selves, is very important. And we don't deserve to be treated badly. We are not deserving of receiving lies. We are not deserving of the promises that are too good to be broken. You know what, it was not actually happiness.. yung naramdaman ko nung mga panahong yun.. but rather a pleasure. The temporary feelings of love, hope,and smiles.. the feelings where everything is full of hesitations... the feelings where there is no permanency.. and the feelings where there is no happiness. Good luck on your future endeavours, I hope you find the happiness you truly deserve.