Mia

Posted Saturday, October 22, 2022

1y

INFJ

Leo

2

1

The Biggest Thing I Lack

I have always struggled with self-confidence since I was a kid in elementary school. I was constantly bullied and called the ugly and fat weirdo. I thought I would grow up and get over my self-esteem issues, but as I grew older, it got much worse. I've had close friends and even boyfriends make fun of my appearance and tell me how disgusting I am. I always thought I had to change myself for them so that I could be pretty. Sometimes, I still feel like this. I know it's not healthy, so I try my best to make others feel comfortable in their own skin. I don't want them to feel how I feel. Do other people with self-esteem issues feel like this? I know it's hard to put yourself out there. I still get self-conscious to this day lol. (Even though I lack a good self-esteem, I try my best to post photos of myself so that I can feel more confident about myself 😊)