Angel

Posted Wednesday, November 1, 2023

3mo

INTP
Pisces

7w8

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Dating issues.

It's so wild now after swiping right for 1000s of times I still cannot find ANYONE who is willing to even try to talk to me. Its really getting to me too, it makes me think I'm just some loser who will never hold up to every other guy. It doesnt make any sense to me either. Aren't I attractive? If you're into astrology, I'm a pisces. Aren't they the lovebirds of astrology? If you look into personalities, I'm an INTP. Wouldn't I be so interesting to learn about? To figure out? To understand? If you look into bios, isnt my bio different to what others usually have? Don't I show you exactly why you should choose me? These other guys are just way better in terms of athleticism, looks, and most likely, connections. Who am I? I'm a nobody. A ghost. I guess it really is who cares about me... no one does. I'm losing faith, but I still swipe. Just to see if ANYONE is even WILLING to talk. So far, the list is short and my days are numbered. When will it take? Another day? Another year?... Another life? I really am some loser aren't I. Just some idiot who's making a fool out of himself. That's what I am. That's what I'm doing. And I keep doing it. And I cant wait to do it for another 90 or so years until I die. Because that's how much I believe in the process. That it's never going to come. I built a beautiful looking garden, I built it with effort and confidence. Pantomime; For show; Is what the girls who look at my profile and think. Appearantly. I'm mad depressed rn. I'm really not liking myself. I'm starting to hate myself a lot. I used to hate myself a while ago but it's coming back now. I was able to tolerate myself until now. It really is getting to me.

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Gregolonious

3mo

INTJ
Aries

2w1

2

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You need a diary

You need a <a href="/u/diary" class="transition linked-keyword" target="_blank">diary</a>

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Angel

3mo

INTP
Pisces

7w8

7

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I have a journal. But I dont write. Writing cramps my hand hard. Plus my journal has a bunch of mad depressing stuff. I dont wanna put more.

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Gregolonious

3mo

INTJ
Aries

2w1

2

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@Angel you're killing me with your teenage angst.. Start a band already.

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Angel

3mo

INTP
Pisces

7w8

7

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@Gregolonious yeah I'm such a teenager lol. Needa start My Chemical Romance II lmao.

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Gregolonious

3mo

INTJ
Aries

2w1

2

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@Angel you can do it, buckaroo.

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Julia

3mo

INFP
Libra

8w7

8

7

@Gregolonious well, he IS a teenager. Stop harassing kids, please

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Angel

3mo

INTP
Pisces

7w8

7

8

@Gregolonious I completely and utterly doubt my ability to "do it". But I'll try.

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Gregolonious

3mo

INTJ
Aries

2w1

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@Julia I didn't know. I'm not clicking on everyone's profile. Only on the people who post cats.

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Nek

3mo

ISFJ
Pisces

5w4

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Hey, if u need talk, i'm here. And doesn't matter if you're or not attractive, blv me, everyone's the same in the end, so don't worry abt it. And you're, u already know that.

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Milo

3mo

ENFP
Capricorn

5w4

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Relax my mans, it's the same for a lot of people out there. Dating online can be hard, annoying and sometimes you're ghosted out of the blue. But i'm sure you're awesome in real life and people are missing out!

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Angel

3mo

INTP
Pisces

7w8

7

8

I want to believe I'm awesome. But I'm most likely not. Since I'm not seeing hundreds of people calling me awesome. I have this stupid thing where I cant say I'm awesome or cool until I know the whole world thinks that. It's like my brain wants me to think oh ur just some idiot who's never gonna be cool. So until everyone says I'm cool, I will never be cool in my mind.

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Michael

3mo

ENTJ
Taurus

6w7

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Rip.

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