Uluntu lwe-Hindsight
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Uluntu lwe-hindsight, incoko, kunye nengxoxo.
2 IISOULS
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hindsight
Dibana Nabantu Abatsha
UKUKHUTSHELWA
Akukabikho okuthunyelweyo okwangoku!
Iiposti Ezinxulumeneyo
(Emva kokujonga, bekufanele ndiyenze ibe mbini)

Ndithumele amagama angama-4,876 okuqala kwenoveli kumjikelo "iintshukumo zenoveli" kwiiveki ezimbalwa ezidlulileyo. Emva koko ndawafunda namhlanje ... kwaye yikes. Ndawaguqula kakhulu, kakhulu. Ngaxeshanye, ndinengxelo ehlukile yokubhala eyanelisayo endinokuthi ndiyithumele ngokupheleleyo. Ooops!


Ndivele ndakhankanya ukuba kutheni ndingasaphangeli, kodwa kuza kuxhomekeka kwiinyani ezisisiseko zokuba ixesha lihlala lingaphindwanga kumntu. Okwangoku, liphelile. Uphando ludinga umnqweno ophilayo kubabambiqhaza ukuze baphinde baphinde baphinde baphinde baphinde baphinde baphinde baphinde…funda okungakumbi
Uhlolo lwemva luhlala lungu-20/20.( ilungisiwe)

Ngokuqhelekileyo, xa ndifunda i-chart ye-natal yam yokuzalwa kwiminyaka edlulileyo, ndivele ndaziva ndiqondwa ngakumbi kwaye ndaziwa ngoko ndikufumanisa kunokuba ndiyaziwa ngabantu abaninzi endicinga ukuba ndikufutshane nabo. Kuyakhuthaza, kwaye kudala ukuba ndifunde ngakumbi. Ukubona iihlaya…funda okungakumbi

Ukubuyela emzini wabazali bami akuzange kube kubi njengoko bendicabanga ukuba kuzokuba. Indlu yayiziva iphilile kwaye ifudumele (ikakhulu kuba ukushisa kwakukhona, ngelixa ndingathanda ukuba ngiqhume). Ndandinemalunga endinokuthetha nabo kwaye ndidlala imidlalo yevidiyo nabo. Ndandinem respect…funda okungakumbi

Njengoko ndihlala apha, ndifumanisa ukuba abanye abantu baphawula iintshukumo endazange ndicinge ukuba zikhona apha. Ngamanye amaxesha zihlala ziiintshukumo zam nazo, ngoko ndiyongeza emva kokujonga 🤫
Zininzi iitwists. Zininzi iifani ezahlukeneyo. I-Epilogue yayimnandi. Ngemva kokujonga andizange ndibone i-cameo yokuqala kodwa ndiphosa kwi-cameo yesibini okungukuthi i-prequel yeBountiful Harvest.

Uhlolo lwangemva lungaba yindawo engacacanga

Ndandikhe ndazama ukwenza iimakharoni zeCoconut ezine-strawberry ngaphakathi. Ngemva kokujonga, ndandifanele ndisebenzise ezitsha endaweni yeziqhamo ezomileyo 😅

Mhlawumbi ndiyazama kakhulu, kwaye kungcono ukuba ndingaphenduli ngale ndlela ifanelekileyo, xa kungacacanga ukuba yintoni abantu abayifunayo. Kukho iimeko apho ukuba neoptimism, okanye ukuzama ukuvuyisa abantu, kubenza baphoxe endaweni yokubanceda ukuba bazive bekhululekile. Okanye umbuzo…funda okungakumbi
Ngoko, ndandikhe ndijonge ipotfoliyo ndaza ndafumanisa umdla ongazelelwe kwinkampani ethumela ngeebhayisekile zombane. I-300% ngempela kwiiveki, kulandela imfazwe yaseIran. Ukucinga ngakho, kubonakala kulungile ngokukhula kwemali ye-diesel mhlawumbi, kodwa lokho bekungumkhumbulo ... Ngaba ubani…funda okungakumbi
Kukho umphando endiwufundile kwiminyaka edlulileyo owandiphosa kodwa unokunceda abanye abafunda kuwo Unganiki umntu into abayo Ndabuza ukuba bafuna ndibashiyile, bathi ewe, ndaza ndadlula emlilweni ngenxa yoko, ukuba ne-autism akukwazanga/akuqondakali njengoko bekufana nomntu, kwaye andikwazanga…funda okungakumbi
Into eziziva zifihliwe, zixhaphakile, okanye zingalunganga ngoku zisahamba, zisavulwa. Ayikho yonke into efuna iimpendulo zexesha eliphuthumayo; ezinye izinto zenza umqondo kuphela emva kokuba, xa umgama uguqula ubumpumputhe bube yipatheni. Ngamanye amaxesha uba ngu lowo uqonda, kuba utshintshile…funda okungakumbi
Ndiyabulela kubo bonke abahambile kumgama ofanayo endihambe kuwo ukusukela ekuhambeni kwam okulandela oothandazeli, nangona bephumelele kakubi. Ndiyenze kakhulu ukuzindla ndaza ndafumanisa ukuba ndandibambe kakhulu kwiimeko ezithile ezimele ziphele, kodwa umbono wesikhumbuzo uhlale ungumbono…funda okungakumbi
Uqala incwadi entsha yokusebenza emthunzini, kwaye ndiyaziva ndiseendawo ezifanelekileyo ngokomoya ukuze ndisebenzise kakuhle iimfuno zayo zokubhala ngaphandle kokoyika ukuba iimvakalelo zam ziya kuphumeza. Kubalulekile kum ukufika apha, kwaye ndiyakwazi ukuqonda ukuba kutheni ndingazange…funda okungakumbi

Ibhayibhile eyamangalisa ngempela, kodwa ngokuqwalasela, bekufanele ndiyazi ngokusekelwe egameni nase-7%
Ngokubheka emuva, kubonakala ukuba iijazi ezikhanyayo eziluhlaza azisebenzi kakuhle njenge-camouflage.
Kube ngaphezulu kweminyaka emine ukusukela ekuphelisweni kobudlelwane bam, kwaye izinto azizange zihlale zihlala zintle njengoko besicwangcisa. Emva kokuhamba iikhilomitha ezingama-300+ emithini nasemithini, ndifumene ukuqonda okukhulu, ngakumbi xa kufikwa kumyalezo. U-ex wam wayephila…funda okungakumbi
Ndiyavuma ukuba ndiyindoda entsha, kwaye andihambi kakuhle. Ndiyibonile ngokukhawuleza emva koko ukuba ndiyishiyile inani elikhulu labahlobo bam ngenxa yomlingane wam kwaye ngoku ndingedwa, ndiyindoda kakhulu. Ukubona emuva kukhumbula, ngoko ndiyaziphosa ngenxa yokugxila kubudlelwane…( ilungisiwe)funda okungakumbi
Ukuba ubeka iGaming, anime, iifilimu, umculo okanye ukutya kwi-bio yakho, kuyinto eqhelekileyo yokuphosa ingxoxo kubantu abaninzi abafika kwi profayili yakho. Oku, ngokubheka emuva, kulungile, akunjalo? Njengoko kunjalo, xoxa ngezinto umntu azithandayo ukudala ubudlelwane. Kodwa ingxenye yami…funda okungakumbi
iivoti ze-53

Oku bekukhalisa kakhulu kum. Ndandinemvakalelo ezinzulu kumhlobo, kwaye ndandihlala ndiyazi ukuba akandiboni ngendlela endandimbona ngayo, kwaye akafuni ukuphanda ngemvakalelo zam kuye, ngoko ke ekugqibeleni wandishiya. Ukumxelela indlela endiziva ngayo ngokwenene kunye nendlela endandimbona ngayo…funda okungakumbi

Ukuba bekukho into enye onokuyitsho kumntwana oneminyaka eli-15, ukusuka kuwe namhlanje, yintoni leyo? Eyandiyiyo "Ungashadi mntwana."
Ukuba singenza kwakhona, ngokuqonda kunye nolwazi esaluthandazile ngelo xesha, siza kuqhubeka nokwenza izigqibo ezifanayo nezangaphambili. Ngoko ke, zama ukuvuma nozakwenu.
Yintoni ingoma yokuqala eyakuphosa nzima? Uyayikhumbula ukuba kutheni? Ingaba ikunika umkhumbuzo okanye iimvakalelo zakho ziye zaguquka emva kokujonga?
Uhlolo lwangaphambili luyimfihlo.

Andingazi ukuba ndiyavuma njani indlela endiphatha ngayo abanye abantu kutshanje. Ndilibele indlela ababehlala bephakathi kwam kwaye bebenjalo kum iminyaka emininzi... Mna "ndiyaphucuka" kwaye ndingazanga ukuba ukususa abantu abavela kwiimeko zakho ezintsha kungathi kuyinto elula, kodwa kukho…funda okungakumbi



Ukugcwalisa inja nge-helium kungase kube yinto engalunganga kakhulu...

Uhlanga alupheli

Umntu onobubele endimaziyo ngu mama wam. Ubonisile iimpumelelo ezimangalisayo zobubele, ukusuka ekwamkeleni abantu abangenamakhaya, mhlawumbi bekungumbono ombi ngexesha lokujonga emuva, kwaye rhoqo umisa ukunceda abantu ecaleni komgwaqo. Mhlawumbi yiyo le nto, phakathi kwezi zinto zisi-7…funda okungakumbi