Sinking Community

It must be a German car

because it's sinking so deeply

Done.

I've finally realized I am not a permanent in anyone's chapter, but I can assure you I'll be the best temporary person you've ever met. I stay longer than I should. I love harder than what's returned. I give pieces of myself knowing I won't get them back. When I leave, it's never because I...(besut) read more

I’ve always smiled at the light in other people’s lives, quietly celebrating their joy as if it were my own.

But sometimes, without meaning to, I measure myself against them. And in those silent comparisons, I don’t find myself ahead of anyone just standing still, ordinary, unseen. That’s when the happiness I once felt for others turns heavy inside me. The room feels quieter, the air thicker. It’s not... read more

'Swamp of Sadness'

Pretty accurate visual depiction of how I've felt lately. Sinking. Except no one is pulling me out. Wanted to draw this scene for a while, haven't sketched anything in years so it was nice to get it out, even though I was feeling miserable the whole time I drew it. Pencil. 2025.(besut)

Sinking mountains

My favorite poem

The Raven by Edgar Allan Poe: Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore— While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. “’Tis some visitor,” I... read more