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Healing for me doesn't look like being less angry at my abusers, it looks like me having the appropriate level of anger and sadness about it when in the past I was not safe to feel any of these things. If you don't have the understanding and compassion in you to hold space for these intense emotions, please don't even attempt a friendship with me. Because I'm sick and tired of people who have absolutely no idea what they are talking about pushing this picture of what healing should look like according to them. The healed version of me, the healing version of me, is more angry, and more sad, because I'm holding a safe space for that and I now how the skills to channel that into things that are constructive or destructive but in a positive way. If this means you are going to find my personality as too intense or too much, I don't want to be friends with you. I've had too many people for too long shame me into shoving my feelings all the way deep down where they can fester and kill me or at the very least chip away at who I really am. I only have room in my life for people who can hold space for the darkness as well as the light. If you are a toxic positivity person, skip me. Thanks.

Just need to rant a little

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Jealous people will take any opportunity they can find to talk about you behind your back, and they will not be saying good things. Sometimes they’re downright spiteful and nasty and they won’t even think twice about spreading rumours, even ones they know are false.

Psychology fact

Studying without a cup of coffee is zero concentration.

Many issues...

“Why invest 3 minutes in a cold shower, prepare meals not pre made, ride the bike, and lift? These are deliberate acts of self prioritization. After a period of elevating others’ needs, the separation window exists to relearn personal capacity and rebuild the self that was subordinated. The break from relationships and dating is the necessary condition for that reconstruction.”

"Why"

Let's try to switch lenguages and accents🇬🇧🇪🇸
How to u guys seriously pronounce a bottle of water?🧐

I need to learn BRITISH ACCENT

Going to need to tear my wardrobe apart and make some donations, bedroom has flooding and when it's fixed I need to bring it way Down.

Spring cleaning

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That two hours is the max amount of time per day I can spend on tech entertainment without being negatively impacted to the point where I need more than a few hours to recover from, so whatever it is, I'm going to make sure I strive for that kind of balance in my life. So I can still enjoy the benefits of things that I love while also having good mental and physical health.

Ive discovered

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It’s going to be a roller coaster for the next year

Something new

Do not fear the storm raging outside. Protect the strength within you, so you do not become defeated by the storm. Your journey is still far from over. You never know what great secrets the universe holds, or how much further it will shape you before you become the person you are meant to be.

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Someone posted a lovely what scene not sure what the body of water is for but all the same she spoke about kindness for the sake of kindness.

Back ground static

Education is to gain knowledge (new information) while intelligence is by able to use the brain for critical thinking about anything in this world and life which is out of the box (example : why our skin can be hurt when it's pinched by our hands that come from the same skin or by other people's hands or different skin?)..

In order to receive new information to gain knowledge we must empty and reset our mind to understand it. As the more we learn, the more that we still didn't know. That's why religion exist as a home for our hearts.. to guide us back to our home and be our peace.. 🙂

Nothing in this world was created in vain..

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I hope whoever is going through something gets their way back. Stay strong and make firm principles in your life. Listen to this audio hope it helps I know it's hard but hey! Don't feel alone even the strongest superheroes were alone and it made them wiser and stronger than before💕

This is what you need to hear from me ❤️

Imagine there's a button

press it and you instantly become the smartest person in the world 

but no one will ever believe anything you say.

would you press it ? why?

just thinkingggg

You're always with yourself, so you might as well enjoy the company💓

Me time

A person raised in love and another raised in survival will never see the world the same way.

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Reminder

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There's a quiet freedom in no longer treating every misunderstanding like something you have to solve.

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Think very careful about whether the people around you are your circle or your cage.

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The people who celebrate your wins matter. The people who stay through your losses matter even more.

driven by confidence authenticity is how you carry yourself rather than physical  appearance.

YOU🫥

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This was really my big dream..A  small house with FERRARI🤧

This was really my big dream..A small simple house with FERRARI 🤧

So she used to be a teacher and we had a long talk this morning about my determination to quit video games. She feels strongly that I'm being too hard on myself and that I would benefit from learning the discipline to balance it more. She might have a point. While it's true I don't want video games to take over my life to the point where I lose interest in all my other hobbies, she brought up to me that I'm kind of treating myself like a robot, and davinci who was also a brilliant creative type, would go through phases just like I do where I focus in on one hobby for a few months and then move between them. I think she might be right, I think I might be doing my best to model tough love for myself but since I don't really know what that looks like, I end up being too hard on myself and trying to do things in my best interest but missing the mark sometimes in my attempt to better myself and my life. I really love story driven games, and that's the same for the kind of art I like to make and the books I like to read. If I'm trying to escape reality too much I need to figure out how to address those issues directly instead of just depriving myself of ways that I'm coping with that. I hope I don't regret this decision, I'm a bit like a baby finding my way through the dark right now. Both of my parents are abusive and I'm trying my best to reparent myself with what I think loving myself looks like. I hope I'm doing okay. The people around me seem to think I'm really put together, but I don't know, I often feel lost, like I would really like a road map or something.

My roommate had a talk with me

if your peace depends on someone else staying, it was never peace. it was dependency.

Did you learn something about others or yourself? Picked up a new hobby or new area of interest? Did your behaviour or way of thinking change a bit?

I offer we keep answers lighthearted and fun;)

Have your Boo experience changed you in any way?:)

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And got bored and irritated within 15 minutes. Im not convinced that I made the wrong decision by quitting them. But at least now I know that more than I did this morning when I was questioning. I don't really know what's been going on with me lately except that I've been deep into a cptsd episode for about two solid months and I'm bouncing back and forth between trying to escape reality and facing my emotions. I just wish there was someone I truly trusted here to guide me into what the best decisions are, but all I have in this world right now is myself. I'm glad that I am not like my family, and I'm really grateful I had the courage to flee them, but trying to figure life out on my own gets really freaking hard sometimes. I wish I could just be proud of how far I've come so far, but I'm too busy trying to learn how to go from surviving to thriving.

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Psychology fact

Many issues...

"Why"

I need to learn BRITISH ACCENT

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I saw this trend: facts that don't take into account my appearance, and I decided to do the same, hahahaha. + I've worked in three warehouses and I love strength training, but I don't do yoga or pilates. + I worked in warehouses when I was 18-19 years old. + I mostly wear only black clothes.

I enjoy listening to accounts of criminal investigations🚑🚓🚔📝📌🤠😎👮🕵️

Sorry my bad . Im not a dancer , just learning bachata.

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