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Too Late for First Love

There are certain things people assume will happen on their own. That one day someone will take your hand. That your first kiss will come naturally. That sooner or later you will know what it feels like to be desired. That love will arrive with the same inevitability as your first gray hairs or... read more

A prayer for the innocent lives that were taken.

Lord, my God, I am broken and my heart aches for the innocent children who are suffering. I cannot bear the cruelty and the pain that is being done to them. Please, hold them in Your mercy, protect their souls, and comfort the families who are mourning. Lord, hear the cries of our hearts, our... read more

Thoughts on love.

I don't think I was meant to live in this generation where love feels scarce,measured, transactional and easily abandoned I crave love that is intentional the kind that walks through the rain just to see you iwant love that finds joy in the smallest moments yet still aches to give each other the... (edited) read more

In English I say that my heart aches with longing for the one I haven’t found, in poetry…

My heart aches—
not for what I lost,
but for what has never been found. For you,
whose name I do not know,
yet somehow feels
like the answer I’ve always missed. You linger in the silence between moments,
in the pause before sleep takes me,
in the quiet ache
that no reason can explain. I have... read more

3:34 A.M

3:34 A.M. — My Blue Dwarf Star ❤️💕 I fell in love with someone a long, long time ago, before the nights became silent, before grief learned my name, before every song I wrote carried pieces of her soul inside the lyrics. And she was my everything. Not just a passing feeling, not some temporary... read more

Black March

Black March (in like a lamb, out like a lion) Listen all ye lambs; I speak as the ram that burns. Do you know why the shepherd feeds you grass? Sweet promises he makes; of the pastures beyond? Fleeced bare, you welcome the cold; his love. Ask yourselves, why we bear no horns; only stubs. Your... read more