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The old world

I look back at the old world and feel absolutely no regret letting it go. To step into the light as a completely new person, I just allowed the one I used to be to burn down. For the first time, I look at my fears not with judgment, but with warmth and a calm smile, thanking them for the lessons. I... read more

Relationships Have Lost Substance

Modern relationships look full from the outside, but hollow when you tap on them. We live in a culture obsessed with the appearance of connection — the photos, the vacations, the fairy tale, the curated moments meant for public consumption. It’s performance, not partnership. People want the... read more

New poem a fresh one but this time I think I cooked in it? a mix of the song "Pretty please" by Dutch Melrose and Benny mayne, "Ride" by Lana del rey and my last poem "The Man Living Between My Thoughts" XP

“Cigarettes, Silver Hair & You!” "I think I’m becoming the kind of girl people write warnings about. The obsessive kind. The kind who checks her phone at 2AM with sleepy eyes and a racing heart, hoping the notification belongs to one person only. You. Always you. And God, how humiliating love... read more

“I move through collapse; what remains is neither form nor light, but intent made absolute.”

This is a time where we need solidarity

Where most of us are which is why mutual aid feels impossible; **Just scraping by barely enough to help myself ,but not struggling quite enough to publicly admit I need help** The secondary reality is very much understanding there is a huge subset that are not even doing well enough to scrape... read more

3:34 A.M

3:34 A.M. — My Blue Dwarf Star ❤️💕 I fell in love with someone a long, long time ago, before the nights became silent, before grief learned my name, before every song I wrote carried pieces of her soul inside the lyrics. And she was my everything. Not just a passing feeling, not some temporary... read more