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Demons, Demiurge and the Paradox of position.

1) I was thinking about the Aliester Crowley's "encounter" with Choronzon, the demon of abyss. It's said that when a human upgrades from one spiritual level to another, in between lies the Abyss and here lies Choronzon. It's a demon that will keep you in an illusion, perhaps, something to keep you... read more

What I am Grateful For is.......

Dear God in Heaven, Thank you for the blessings I have and thank you for the blessings I have that I don't deserve. You have given me so much, but it's not anything material that I am most grateful for; you gave me SOMEONE. You gave me a partner, a best friend, someone to confiden in and... read more

Conciousness

What if the purest form of conciousness (the first person experience) is the result of electrical activity, electrons in the brain interacting with an external dimension/field on a very low, quantum level, and the synchronisation of these electrons and by extention, the electrical activity of the... read more

Race? Is it a factor, hindrance, or unaccounted for?

Do you take in account a person's race, cultural background, or beliefs before dating? I noticed from childhood to adulthood I would date any and everyone of every racial and cultural background however as I am older I noticed a difference int treatment due to external views and conformity. Has... read more

With a undeniable amounts of evidence to prove the once 'theory'.

In schizophrenia, "hearing voices" (auditory hallucinations) is often a misattribution of one's own internal thoughts, which the brain fails to recognize as self-generated, causing them to sound like external speech from another person, according to recent brainwave studies. This disruption in the... read more

What's your relationship to self-trust?

It recently hit me that I was conditioned to distrust myself pretty much unconditionally. Growing up, anything could become a reason for my family to question my every move or punish me for "making things bad/worse." Could be that they're in a bad mood or I'm in a bad mood or even some external... read more