Cameron D Nichols

Posted Thursday, January 18, 2024

3mo

ISTJ

Scorpio

9

1

No more worrying and No more trying

To start off with, this is not a pity party from an insecure incel. This is just a revelation that's taken far too long to realize. Some backstory, I a 33(m), have been single my entire life. Never married, no kids, and still a virgin. I live alone and due to my job I'm never in one place for longer than 3 years. I've been employed at this job for 13 years and I'm working till I retire in 2031. I've always wanted to be in a relationship and experience what I have literally missed out on my whole life. I've done it all by putting myself out there from dating sites and applications to speed dating events to matchmakers and even phony psychics, and I've always came up short or just overlooked in my entirety. I'm over 6 foot tall, have an average build, with my own money and other resources. I'm pretty realistic as far as my looks are concerned and I think I'm relatively "normal" with everything considered. I recently decided to give up on dating and just embrace single life, based on being labeled as weird. Now I'm sure most people can agree that almost every human person is weird, and that shouldn't be a cause for issue, but when talking with someone you're trying to have a genuine connection with calls you weird, and proceeds to block you without a reason. It gets pretty annoying. Is it weird to assume the worst, but hope for the best? I don't think so. Anywho, bottom line is I'm bowing out of the dating market. It's too superficial and no longer has any mutual benefit. (edited)