Stone Chocklett

Posted Friday, March 22, 2024

1mo

INTJ

Gemini

5

4

Lost Love

Her lips press softly against mine Blood rushes to every portion of my body Sounds of her voice begin to fade Reality sets in as I realize I'm losing her again The world around me transitions into an abyss of nothingness She is the last fragment of my illusionary world No more do I wish for this pain I can't bare the pain of having a life without you I reach out to grasp hold of a past memory Begging my mind to allow a couple of more minutes with her Without remorse I return to the agony known as the real world Tears stream without end Sweat drenches my bunched up sheets Out of instinct I turn to my right Hoping that the warmth of another stops my trembling hand Praying that her sleeping peacefully will calm my rapid breathing My heart aches as I touch nothing but cold air Color fades from my eyes I go slack for the sole reason of having nothing to live for She's gone and there is nothing I can do about it There is a table in the dining room Laughter used to emanate every evening after a long day of work There is a couch in the living room Romantic dates and idol chats forever associated with it There is a king size bed Passionate love of a married couple took place there many nights There is a closet full of clothes Beautiful garments line up nicely never to be worn again There is a bathroom remembered for its many tears Memories of sad times from a failure to have a child Stronger are the memories of acceptance and the bond of two people growing together There is a house that holds all of these It used to be filled with many emotions Now there are only two Sadness and grief I think back to the times spent together Sipping a cup of coffee at every chance I get My wife's death haunts me every day The sight of warm blood over my cold hands Her fading smile as she assured me she'd be okay The lifelessness in her eyes as the paramedics pulled me away My mouth quivers as I reminisce the horrific accident Large tears are about to break through Then a voice whispers to me One nostalgia enough to halt my fit I quickly look to my right A beautiful woman with white hair blinds me Her feet gracefully touch down on the dirty floor She is wearing white garments that accentuate her physique Without realizing I speak the name of this woman She gives a loving smile Causing me a loss of words she speaks in my stead "Please sweety, do not lose sight of what is important. "Commiting the dark desire you have in your aching heart would cause me great pain. "Cherish the memories of the past, not using them as a crux to die, but as a motivation to live." She walks toward me My eyes keep locked with hers "I love you and forever will." Her arms embrace me as her body fades away "...thank you my love." Are the only words that escape my lips Hope reenters my heart